May 27, 2010, 1:00 pm

Lala, hi. So yesterday, Brenda stayed home from school, so I didn't get to post anything here. Oh well.

So, last night I had a dream about James. It was about going back to camp and we kissed. It had a few more details, but that's something that I wanted to share... you know what? Nevermind... Anywhozzle.

So I finished the 1-800-where-r-you book by Meg Cabot and I went to the library and got some other books. So now I'm reading Being Nikki by Meg Cabot. I'm really excited cuz Kristin Cashore is coming out with a new book called Bitterblue!! I'm way excited!!! And then the Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins is coming out soon too! YEAH! Lol, I feel like a nerd.

So like, Brenda and me unlocked Echo on CODMW2 (Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2) in the Special Ops and got Veteran on the one with Juggernauts on the island place. We're working on the explosive one in the Favela and the one called Wetwork. We completed the Alpha Ops. But Ryan helped, plus is was a while ago.

Today, I saved my neighbor's chickens. They were wandering aimlessly, and I totally went up to my neighbor's door and was like, your chicken's are outside of the gate, then I helped catch them. I held one! YEAH! I'VE NOW HELD A CHICKEN!!!! YES! Lol.

So, not much else has happened...

later,
janelle

School Ends In A Week And A Day!!! OH YEAH!!!

Yeah so Brenda and me finished Estate Takedown on Veteran on CODMW2!!!! YEAH!!! I HATE the Juggernauts!!! SO BAD!!! They suck monkeys!!! But we DID IT!!! On like Friday night!!! OH YEAH!!!! Then Saturday was okay, but we didn't really do anything exciting... and Sunday was pretty fun, I saw my old pastor. He's really awesome. And then on Monday, yesterday, it was okay. We didn't really do anything exciting.... oh well.

I've read... well I don't really know where we left off... but I've read the third and fourth traveling pants books by Ann Brashares... and I've also read Air Head by Meg Cabot. Now I'm reading the 1-800-where-r-you When Lightning Strikes by Meg Cabot. It's pretty magical!!!

This is a pretty good song. Angela showed it to me and after the second listen, I fell in love with it....


Well... not much has happened lately... It seems like it's been so long since I've posted on here but I posted just on Friday. It seems like Friday was SOO long ago. It's weird. Oh well.

OH! And in July camp is happening and I'll be able to see James!! :) Hopefully!!! I hope he still likes me. I know I still like him. I miss him. :\ Oh well.

Well farewell nerds,
Janelle

Fish Tails....

Yeah, so Wednesday, was okay.... Well at first. At the beginning of the day I woke up, went to math class, came home, read, and then after that Brenda and I went and got my brothers and Angela and Georgia and we went to my parent's coffee place. That was totally fun. Then we went to a choir concert and everyone from my fricken class was there and whatever it was still pretty fun cuz Brenda and I gotta work the lights.

Then we went to a little icecream shop and Angel was gonna save us a space (not Angela, Angel) so then our space got taken up and so then everyone I hate was sitting at that table, well not everyone but kinda close. A highlight of that night was that I saw Jeremy... the really hot guy I had a crush on for SO long. Yeah all I said to him was hi... lol. So that bombed and Brenda and me left because we got really bored. Then we went home and I was feeling depressed because I always feel depressed after hanging out with people from my class that I hate and I feel heart broken cuz I have to go to that stupid school next year. :P bleh.

So yesterday, we went and got my brothers then we went to my parent's coffee place then we came home then we played COD and it was kinda frustrating cuz my bro, Ryan and I were doing the Delta Estate Spec Op and we had 1 out of 40 guys left to kill and then the last guy totally came and fricken killed us. STUPID!!! :( WAHHH. Oh well. Then we read then we played some more then we went lap swimming and then we watched Little Miss Sunshine. LOL I love that movie. Its the "funniest depressing movie ever" in Ryan's words. LOL.


Well, that's about it!!

LATER FOO,
janelle

The Whale Set Sail.

Lol. TWSS. It stands for That's What She Said, but yesterday something happened and so Brenda was like TWSS and my 9 yr old bro Jimmy was like what does that stand for and so I was like The Whale Set Sail. And he was like oh.... of course. It was kinda funny... idk. Oh well...

So Hannah, my older sister is back from college... it's pretty fun. OMG though, Ryan, Brenda, her, and me were talking about random stuff and then we found out she's kissed like 4 or 5 different guys!!! Just this year!!!! HOLY CRAZZAPPLE!!!! I just... wow. That's.... wow. Holy poop. I mean... wow. I wouldn't have expected that. One was a dare though, and then one wasn't exactly kissing, and then one looked like Akon, and another one was black. And the other one I don't know about.

Seriously though. WOW. Ah well.

OMG!!! I totally forgot, Jamie broke up with Jose cuz he never touched her and then, he asked her out again and then she said yes because she was afraid of him, and then they broke up again and now their broken up for good, but apparently Iago loves her, and Alonzo gave her a rose. Seriously. I wouldn't doubt it if she went out with Alonzo. Seriously. Ick. Lol, she told Brenda that apparently there was a rumor going around about her being lesbian and she got asked out like 5 times by girls. TEEHEE. I never ever see her anymore though. But I don't really care too. I think she might know it too. Bleh.

What else has happened that's big? Oh yeah, Brenda kinda wants to break up with Jason. She doesn't really like him that much anymore apparently. One thing that annoys me about Brenda is that basically she becomes friends with a guy then I do too, and then like a while later she just drops them and never talks to them again. She's done that with Alonzo, Matt, Jose, Johnny an annoying kid who I don't remember the name of, this other guy who I also forgot the name of, and many more. Now she's kinda doing that to Jason. It's really stupid. I mean I guess since she hasn't grown up with any guys except for her dad, she just doesn't get it. Guys can be big fat jerks and they do a lot of things wrong. You just have to forgive them. And I'm not being sexist, I mean, girls can be big bitches and mess with guys and lead them on.

Anything else new? Schools over in like 2 weeks exactly. I finished reading Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen.... I neeed to go to the library... Um... I think that's it....


That's a pretty pimp song... oh yeah!!! :)

Later pooches,
Janelle

PMS Sucks Balls. Big Fat Bouncy Balls. With Pink And Green Swirls.

Hey, it ain't my PMS.... Yeah. Yesterday, Brenda was messing with my little 6 yr. old bro and lying to him and calling him stupid so she tried to bring me in it and I denied it so she was like pretending to be angry and then I said something or something, and she fricken says "Whatever" and walks away and so when she's walking, I say under my breath, "bitch." but I think she might've heard because she stopped walking for a second then continued. It pissed me off even more when I got home and she's in my room. She locked herself in MY fricken room. WHAT THE F***?! So I'm so pissed that I just wait. And wait for her to come down. A f***ing hour passes and she FINALLY comes down. It wasn't even that big a f***ing deal. Seriously. I'm still pissed. She overreacted to the extreme. And you might think she has a right, but OH NO SHE DOESN'T... Cuz later that day,

We called Jason and we were hanging out with him, then she did something to piss him off acting like a dumbass and so he just started walking home. Then she went after him and then came back. So I asked what happened and here is how she said the conversation went,

Brenda: Jason come back, please.
Jason: No, I just wanna go home, I'm hungry.
Brenda: Come on please.
Jason: No
Brenda: Whatever.
(Brenda walks away back to the park, which is exactly what she said to me before she trampled away into my room.)

It went something like that anyways, but so then after that I was like, and why are pissed him? And she said, "he's a jerk". And so I was about to say, "PMS, control it" to her face but I caught myself and just said, "Nevermind" and walked away. Seriously? Two times in a day she throws a f***ing hissy fit over basically nothing. She never usually gets angry over things like that. The little bitch.

Ugh. I'm sorry for sounding so harsh, but I just I'm tired of her being such a bitch lately. And I'm not saying I'm a perfect little angel, it's just too much for me right now. I feel so under pressure and everyone is telling me what to do. And getting into my business and telling the people that I don't really want knowing my secrets, my secrets. If that makes sense. I'm so pissed off. I want to talk to Brenda about all of it and try to make her stop but if I tell her she needs to control her temper when she's PMSing then I think she'll snap and walk away again, just PISSING me off even f***ing more. Seriously, she always walks away from Jason and stuff whenever he basically does nothing. REALLY?! And then I'm stuck talking to him about stuff. BLECH.

I have not ranted on about some certain subject that long in a long time. I feel tired... ugh.

I finished reading Fire by Kristin Cashore and the 4th Percy Jackson book, so now I'm on the 5th... yay!

Oh yeah I wrote another poem...

Love is like a battlefield
Love is like a battlefield
You get hurt,
You get decieved,
You suspect there's a traitor,
And you yourself become the real traitor
Its an achievement if you come out unwounded
And an even bigger miracle if you come out without scars
By Janelle Hern

I'mma go now... bye bye,
Janelle

Blub Blub

POOP!!

I don't know what to write about. Hmmmmm, Mother's Day? HAPPY LATE MOTHER'S DAY!!! Yeah, totally.

So my older sister graduated from college and is coming home after she packs up all her stuff. Her college is all the way across the country.... AMAZINGGG!! JK.

There isn't much to talk about because its monday.... blah.

Later,
Janelle

I'm Only Gonna Break Break Your Break Break Your Heart

I love this cover! Almost more than the original! It's pretty good. I really love the piano, it's so perty.


So, yesterday Brenda came home with Ericka. It was pretty fun. We hung out with Jason at the library and then we came home and hung out. Lol it was fun.

When we were at the park there were these two guys that passed and Ericka was like, "Hey." and they were like, "Whazz up?" So they passed and we were staring at them like creepers so one of the guys said, "Take a picture! It lasts longer!" So we were like wow. And then they came back and before they passed us I was like, "I think they're gay." So then they passed us and Ericka said, "Are you guys gay?" and so they asked, "Are you lesbian?" and Ericka grabbed me and said, "YES!!" in a joking way, and they were like, "Oh well you guys aren't the kind of lesbian with TONS of makeup and cool clothes, I respect that... you even hhave a queer following straight guy. FAGGOT." It was super mean. But super hilarious too. LOL.

Well I'm gonna read, so bye...
Janelle

100 POSTS!--Cinco De Mayo

First, 100 posts! YAY!!! Yeah it's pretty pimp. Second, HAPPY CINCO DE MAYO!!! YES!

So yesterday... yeah it was really rainy, and Brenda and I hung out with Jason and my littlest bro. Yeah, it was pretty fun.

But it annoyed me because, well I told you they said "I love you" to each other, but that was on the computer not in real life, which I might've told you... but anyways, so they haven't said it in person yet... it totally annoys me. I never really ever said "I love you" to Alonzo in person, because I was waiting for him to say it, but he never did. I mean I only ever told him I loved him on the computer. How lame is that? I kinda regret it too. BLEH. Oh well.

Dude, I almost always have to rant about something it seems like. Oh well. I finished the third Percy Jackson book yesterday and now I'm reading Fire by Kristin Cashore. Yeah... pretty pimpin. Then I'm gonna read the 4th Percy Jackson book.

So interesting... huh not really. Lol my cat is taking a bath on the dining room table... I wonder how bad my mom would flip. Lol.

Teehee. You would never guess who I saw yesterday!!!!!!!!! Can you guess? I saw: (drumroll......) IAGO!!! LOL he asked how Jamie was doing and then walked away. It was really funny.


I love her! She's a great singer and she did great on this!

Well there isn't much else to update on... LATER!

Bye,
Janelle

Stupidityyyyyyyyyyyy

I have this really lame disability to focus on something important. Such as school. I cannot focus on school. I have no desire to do school work, and I don't really care. Some of things I can actually finish and focus on are; reading, swimming, longboarding, listening to music, movies, computer, stuff like that. I just fail completely.

So anywho I just think that's stupid. Thuper thupid. (Super stupid with a lithp. (Lisp with a lisp.))

Yesterday, Jason told Brenda he loves Brenda and vice versa... Lol I wonder when that kiss is gonna happen!! I hope I see it!! Lol I just have to! I mean I just can't picture them kissing each other...

Huh. Well I betta go... maybe. I don't really wanna. Oh well. I guess I kinda have too. POOPY!

later punks,
janelle

MAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's May!! I'm totally excited!!! There's one month of school left! Or 22 days of school left!!! YEAH! I kinda sorta ditched class today... teehee.

Lol yesterday Brenda and me hung out with Jason and we also did on Saturday... and on Friday... yeah pretty pimp...

Jason put his arm around Brenda for like 2 seconds... it was kinda entertaining... lol. I don't know if I already told you, but it's pretty funny.

Stuff has happened but not stuff that I can really record that well... BLECH!

Later, I guess,
Janelle :)