Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Holaaaaaaaaaaaaa:P
Well um I'm pleased to tell you that I have zero ZERO feelings for the douche bag named Marshall. Yup yup. He is such a tricking man WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like to the extreme. Oh well hahahahaha I find it kinda funny actually. Oh well
Saturday, June 25, 2011
DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA HAHA
Well hello there.
So the post a few days ago, I was gonna post something, but I had no idea what to write about. So yeah...
But now I totally do. So here's my story that might still be unfinished. I do not know...
Insert Marshall into the story. I don't think I've mentioned him before... But he's been my friend for like 3 or 4 months. So yeah he's a good friend. And I kinda had feelingsish for him and we had this connection. And I'd probably still like him if we hung out more, but he lives 15 minutes away in a different town, so yeah. Plus my boyfriend, Jose, does not like him. So anyways, a better background story for him:
The day er... night we met I was with Brenda and Angela at Angela's house and we hung out with Marshall and two other guys Jerry and Dave. Then, after we hung out with them and went home at like 9:30 then they, (mainly Marshall) wanted to sneak out with us. Brenda wanted to because she kinda had the hots for Marshall. Then Angela was like eh lets do it! I was a little skeptical because of Jose, but I figured I didn't wanna be left alone in Angela's creepy house so we all left to hang out with them at 1ish or so in the morning. It was really fun, I gotta admit. I texted Jose the whole time and remained faithful to him the whole time. But Marshall and me had this connection... It was really weird. But we flirted the whole time and he always stayed pretty close to me. Yeaaaaaaah.
That was the first night we met. Then I've hung out with him a few other times, but I've remained faithful to Jose.
So then Marshall had this thing where he liked Angela a lot and stuff, but she went out with Dave for a while, but they just broke up last week i think so idk. And then Brenda got this like obsession with him (Marshall) and really really liked him, but he had no feelings for her... But he was a poopy face and led her on. But I think that she doesn't like him anymore and she likes this other dude.
ANYWAYS. My whole point with this all is that I was texting him on Sunday (it seems like it happened so much longer ago than just Sunday...) and we got in this conversation, I can't remember exactly what it was about but I thought we were just kidding around with eachother but then I asked him if he was serious or something and he said yes. So he was like
Marsh: "I think your just ignoring your instincts when I'm around."
Me: "Maybe your just ignoring your instincts."
Marsh: "I am."
Me: "Oh. What exactly are your instincts?"
Marsh: "I'm going to be completely honest with you, whenever your around, if given the chance, I would kiss you. But I don't because I don't want to hurt you."
Me: "Because of Jose?"
MArsh: "Yes."
Me: "Oh. Well thank you for being honest with me."
Marsh: "Yeah, your welcome, what are your instincts around me?"
And then I told him I didn't feel comfortable with talking about it, but then he got it out of me that I used to have feelings for him and probably would if we hung out so he was like oh we should hang out sometime then so we can see. And I was like okay... But then he was like I miss you and so I didn't reply pretty much till morning and I was like I don't feel right about this and he replied and I didn't after that so he called me. And I pretty much told him that I loved Jose and wanted to be with him and blah blah and I pretty much told him I didn't want to be friends. But then he called the next day and said it wasn't worth ruining our friendship about just cuz we knew how we felt now and I agreed.... So yeah and today I called him and apologized for overreacting so much.
YUP.
Okay and the DRAMA part of it all is that the night he told me (Sunday night) I told Jose about what he said minus what I said cuz its just not necessary... And Jose totally flipped out and all this stuff I won't go into detail about. But I just told him last night that Marshall called and still wants to be friends with me and he got all mad again cuz he was happy with us not being friends and he got over it, but now he's all pissy about it all again and we haven't talked at all today yet. So yeah. I'm waiting for him to text me. Okay so I hope I didn't bore you with that HUGE sob story, but I had to get it out off my chest. YUP YUP YUP. AHHHH.
But I do LOVE Jose, and I don't have feelings for Marshall anymore. NOPE. So yeah, whateverrr.
Ba BYE!!!
JANELLE
So the post a few days ago, I was gonna post something, but I had no idea what to write about. So yeah...
But now I totally do. So here's my story that might still be unfinished. I do not know...
Insert Marshall into the story. I don't think I've mentioned him before... But he's been my friend for like 3 or 4 months. So yeah he's a good friend. And I kinda had feelingsish for him and we had this connection. And I'd probably still like him if we hung out more, but he lives 15 minutes away in a different town, so yeah. Plus my boyfriend, Jose, does not like him. So anyways, a better background story for him:
The day er... night we met I was with Brenda and Angela at Angela's house and we hung out with Marshall and two other guys Jerry and Dave. Then, after we hung out with them and went home at like 9:30 then they, (mainly Marshall) wanted to sneak out with us. Brenda wanted to because she kinda had the hots for Marshall. Then Angela was like eh lets do it! I was a little skeptical because of Jose, but I figured I didn't wanna be left alone in Angela's creepy house so we all left to hang out with them at 1ish or so in the morning. It was really fun, I gotta admit. I texted Jose the whole time and remained faithful to him the whole time. But Marshall and me had this connection... It was really weird. But we flirted the whole time and he always stayed pretty close to me. Yeaaaaaaah.
That was the first night we met. Then I've hung out with him a few other times, but I've remained faithful to Jose.
So then Marshall had this thing where he liked Angela a lot and stuff, but she went out with Dave for a while, but they just broke up last week i think so idk. And then Brenda got this like obsession with him (Marshall) and really really liked him, but he had no feelings for her... But he was a poopy face and led her on. But I think that she doesn't like him anymore and she likes this other dude.
ANYWAYS. My whole point with this all is that I was texting him on Sunday (it seems like it happened so much longer ago than just Sunday...) and we got in this conversation, I can't remember exactly what it was about but I thought we were just kidding around with eachother but then I asked him if he was serious or something and he said yes. So he was like
Marsh: "I think your just ignoring your instincts when I'm around."
Me: "Maybe your just ignoring your instincts."
Marsh: "I am."
Me: "Oh. What exactly are your instincts?"
Marsh: "I'm going to be completely honest with you, whenever your around, if given the chance, I would kiss you. But I don't because I don't want to hurt you."
Me: "Because of Jose?"
MArsh: "Yes."
Me: "Oh. Well thank you for being honest with me."
Marsh: "Yeah, your welcome, what are your instincts around me?"
And then I told him I didn't feel comfortable with talking about it, but then he got it out of me that I used to have feelings for him and probably would if we hung out so he was like oh we should hang out sometime then so we can see. And I was like okay... But then he was like I miss you and so I didn't reply pretty much till morning and I was like I don't feel right about this and he replied and I didn't after that so he called me. And I pretty much told him that I loved Jose and wanted to be with him and blah blah and I pretty much told him I didn't want to be friends. But then he called the next day and said it wasn't worth ruining our friendship about just cuz we knew how we felt now and I agreed.... So yeah and today I called him and apologized for overreacting so much.
YUP.
Okay and the DRAMA part of it all is that the night he told me (Sunday night) I told Jose about what he said minus what I said cuz its just not necessary... And Jose totally flipped out and all this stuff I won't go into detail about. But I just told him last night that Marshall called and still wants to be friends with me and he got all mad again cuz he was happy with us not being friends and he got over it, but now he's all pissy about it all again and we haven't talked at all today yet. So yeah. I'm waiting for him to text me. Okay so I hope I didn't bore you with that HUGE sob story, but I had to get it out off my chest. YUP YUP YUP. AHHHH.
But I do LOVE Jose, and I don't have feelings for Marshall anymore. NOPE. So yeah, whateverrr.
Ba BYE!!!
JANELLE
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
WOW. So much has gone down....
Hey... Um so I'm out of school now for the summer... And I've been with Jose for 9 months as of yesterday. And Brenda is gonna stay with me for most of the summer :/. Let's see how that goes.
I passed all my classes for the school year! I didn't think I would, but I did!! YAY!!!!! Um, then like the last day of school, a girl in my little brother's class was killed by her mom... Scary. YEah. But not at the school, like at home. :(
Jose and me got in some not really fights, but bumpy patches but I think we're over it for now. But I don't think he really trusts me like 100%. :\ Oh well I guess. He's gonna go outta state like mid summer for like 3 or 4 months :( and I'm gonna miss him a lot and I hope we last while he's gone. :(
That's kinda all I wanted to share... Okay bye bye,
Janelle.
I passed all my classes for the school year! I didn't think I would, but I did!! YAY!!!!! Um, then like the last day of school, a girl in my little brother's class was killed by her mom... Scary. YEah. But not at the school, like at home. :(
Jose and me got in some not really fights, but bumpy patches but I think we're over it for now. But I don't think he really trusts me like 100%. :\ Oh well I guess. He's gonna go outta state like mid summer for like 3 or 4 months :( and I'm gonna miss him a lot and I hope we last while he's gone. :(
That's kinda all I wanted to share... Okay bye bye,
Janelle.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Is being mad for not really any reason a trend now?
Hey. Happy April... What's new?
Okay well here's some of my actual reasons for being angry:
1. some of my parent's rules
2. my stupid school
3. grounded from jose right now... well kinda. Cuz I'm always late from hanging out with him...
4. school
5. middle school water polo (i like the highschool one...)
6. homework
7. some certain friends
8. oh and this is the best one... I'm mad at myself for being mad.... Awesome, right?
That's all I wanted to share for now....
Later,
Janelle
Okay well here's some of my actual reasons for being angry:
1. some of my parent's rules
2. my stupid school
3. grounded from jose right now... well kinda. Cuz I'm always late from hanging out with him...
4. school
5. middle school water polo (i like the highschool one...)
6. homework
7. some certain friends
8. oh and this is the best one... I'm mad at myself for being mad.... Awesome, right?
That's all I wanted to share for now....
Later,
Janelle
Friday, March 18, 2011
Hmph
HI. WHATS UP.
Agh. So I don't really know.
I guess I'll talk about my day. So I went to school. And it went like this:
Science: I don't even know. It was lame.
Math: It's all a blur
Reading/Writing/Hist. all in one: KING OEPIDUS!!! YES!!! HAahahahahah we are reading that play in my class right now. HAHAHAHAHAHA its so funny. And messed up. The dude kills his dad and marries his mom pretty much. And he has anger issues on top of that. HAAHA. I love it.
LUNCH!: Hmmm it was kinda awkward cuz one of my teachers sat with us... AWKWARD...
R/W/H: KING OEDIPUS!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!
Art: We're making mosaic things out of paper!!! OH YES.
BIBLE: HAhaha it was pretty interesting.
That's how school went... then I came home. Did some chores... Hung out with Jose for like an hour. Came home. Was pissed off for not really any reason. Went on the computer. And here I am right now. Kinda still pissed off but I don't really know why. POOPTASTIC.
Yeah oh well whatever.
I guess I'mma go.
Janelle
Agh. So I don't really know.
I guess I'll talk about my day. So I went to school. And it went like this:
Science: I don't even know. It was lame.
Math: It's all a blur
Reading/Writing/Hist. all in one: KING OEPIDUS!!! YES!!! HAahahahahah we are reading that play in my class right now. HAHAHAHAHAHA its so funny. And messed up. The dude kills his dad and marries his mom pretty much. And he has anger issues on top of that. HAAHA. I love it.
LUNCH!: Hmmm it was kinda awkward cuz one of my teachers sat with us... AWKWARD...
R/W/H: KING OEDIPUS!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!
Art: We're making mosaic things out of paper!!! OH YES.
BIBLE: HAhaha it was pretty interesting.
That's how school went... then I came home. Did some chores... Hung out with Jose for like an hour. Came home. Was pissed off for not really any reason. Went on the computer. And here I am right now. Kinda still pissed off but I don't really know why. POOPTASTIC.
Yeah oh well whatever.
I guess I'mma go.
Janelle
Thursday, March 17, 2011
MARCHNESS! OMG SPRING BREAK IS COMING UP TOO!!!!!!
HOLA! COMO ESTA?
HAHAHAH hi. What's up? So.... Hmmm what's new with me? Well. Brenda and me.... have faced the fact that we're growing apart. And that we've both changed. And so we're gonna try to fix and work everything out when we see eachother next. Which'll probably be in like two weeks. COOL BEANS.
Angela and me... WE BE TIGHT.
Georgia and me... COOL BEANS.
JOSE and ME.... <3
Hmmm well I don't know if I've told you this but I got texting recently (like 3 months ago but still) which is pretty cool. But at the same time its not cool because I spend more time texting Jose than I do with my family sometimes now. Not very cool. I'll have to work on that... BLEH. Uh hmmm what else is new? OH. Well swim season ended and now I'm doing club water polo. Its pretty fun I guess. Haha its hard though. And I've been doing practice with the middle schoolers and I don't like them :P. They is annoyinging. Amazazing. HAAHAHAH I LOVE THAT MOVIE. Benchwarmers anyone? No? Yes? HAAHAHAH AWESOME. SO FUNNY. Dude it's been too long. I gotta rent that movie some time HAHAHAHA. OH WOW. Ok.
Let's see... Hmmm. School. Yeah I could stand it earlier in the year, but recently I HATE IT. WITH A DEEP DEEP DARK PASSION SO STRONG. I wanna go somewhere else but that's not an option and the other places I would be able to go to if I had a choice I don't really wanna go to either. :P POOPY. SO yeah. I might just deal with it. But Angela and Georgia are leaving next year. They are the only people I actually sincerely like in my class. POOP ON A STICK. AHG. So I wanna convince my mom to let me leave, but I doubt she'd be convinced and in a way I wanna stay. But I don't know. I just wish I had more options. I kinda just wanna go to a different school for a year to see how I like it. Y'know? That would be so cool. But so not gonna happen. Oh well.
My school is really bringing me down though :P. I don't like it. At all. Ah. WHATEVER.
Oh well. Anyways I think I've bored you enough for one day. So later.
But first, listen to this song:
It's fricken amazing. Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional. I LOVE IT. HEEHEE. BYE BYE.
I LOVE YOU. A LOT. SO MUCH.
JANELLE
HAHAHAH hi. What's up? So.... Hmmm what's new with me? Well. Brenda and me.... have faced the fact that we're growing apart. And that we've both changed. And so we're gonna try to fix and work everything out when we see eachother next. Which'll probably be in like two weeks. COOL BEANS.
Angela and me... WE BE TIGHT.
Georgia and me... COOL BEANS.
JOSE and ME.... <3
Hmmm well I don't know if I've told you this but I got texting recently (like 3 months ago but still) which is pretty cool. But at the same time its not cool because I spend more time texting Jose than I do with my family sometimes now. Not very cool. I'll have to work on that... BLEH. Uh hmmm what else is new? OH. Well swim season ended and now I'm doing club water polo. Its pretty fun I guess. Haha its hard though. And I've been doing practice with the middle schoolers and I don't like them :P. They is annoyinging. Amazazing. HAAHAHAH I LOVE THAT MOVIE. Benchwarmers anyone? No? Yes? HAAHAHAH AWESOME. SO FUNNY. Dude it's been too long. I gotta rent that movie some time HAHAHAHA. OH WOW. Ok.
Let's see... Hmmm. School. Yeah I could stand it earlier in the year, but recently I HATE IT. WITH A DEEP DEEP DARK PASSION SO STRONG. I wanna go somewhere else but that's not an option and the other places I would be able to go to if I had a choice I don't really wanna go to either. :P POOPY. SO yeah. I might just deal with it. But Angela and Georgia are leaving next year. They are the only people I actually sincerely like in my class. POOP ON A STICK. AHG. So I wanna convince my mom to let me leave, but I doubt she'd be convinced and in a way I wanna stay. But I don't know. I just wish I had more options. I kinda just wanna go to a different school for a year to see how I like it. Y'know? That would be so cool. But so not gonna happen. Oh well.
My school is really bringing me down though :P. I don't like it. At all. Ah. WHATEVER.
Oh well. Anyways I think I've bored you enough for one day. So later.
But first, listen to this song:
It's fricken amazing. Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional. I LOVE IT. HEEHEE. BYE BYE.
I LOVE YOU. A LOT. SO MUCH.
JANELLE
Thursday, February 24, 2011
WOW.
HOLA MUCHACHO Y MUJERES!
HAHAHA oh wow.
I like that ^ song. It's good. The music video for it is pretty good to I guess. BOOM BOOM. How are you? It's been awhile.... Oh well. What's up? Not much here. Jose was just at my house like 40ish minutes ago. It was pretty funny. HEEHEE. Iyiyiyiyiyi. Yeah I hung out with him the whole day pretty much... Well not the WHOLE day but from a little before 4 to like 9:25ish. AWESOME SAUCE. And then yeah yeah yeah.
Tomorrow I'm going to Brenda's house tomorrow. Till like Sundayish. Maybe earlier or later. AHHHH. And thennnnnn on Monday I have school. PRETTY AMAZING. HUH? Truthfully I don't much want to go to Brenda's house tomorrow but at the same time I do. Idk. Oh well. POOP ON A STICKNESS. BLECH. AH AH AH. WOW. Anyways I'm just checking IN!!!! HEE HEE. Yeeah so I bought Angel. And I'mma read it soon. HEEHEE. FUN FUN FUN. WELLLLL ANYWAYS.
TIME FOR ME TO GO NOW,
JANELLE.
HAHAHA oh wow.
I like that ^ song. It's good. The music video for it is pretty good to I guess. BOOM BOOM. How are you? It's been awhile.... Oh well. What's up? Not much here. Jose was just at my house like 40ish minutes ago. It was pretty funny. HEEHEE. Iyiyiyiyiyi. Yeah I hung out with him the whole day pretty much... Well not the WHOLE day but from a little before 4 to like 9:25ish. AWESOME SAUCE. And then yeah yeah yeah.
Tomorrow I'm going to Brenda's house tomorrow. Till like Sundayish. Maybe earlier or later. AHHHH. And thennnnnn on Monday I have school. PRETTY AMAZING. HUH? Truthfully I don't much want to go to Brenda's house tomorrow but at the same time I do. Idk. Oh well. POOP ON A STICKNESS. BLECH. AH AH AH. WOW. Anyways I'm just checking IN!!!! HEE HEE. Yeeah so I bought Angel. And I'mma read it soon. HEEHEE. FUN FUN FUN. WELLLLL ANYWAYS.
TIME FOR ME TO GO NOW,
JANELLE.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Woah... Jan.... To Feb...
So its a little before school starts and I just wanna check in cuz i didn't post anything in January!! Its a sin!!! AHHHH! Anyways I'll just do a really quick update..................................................
Jose and I are still together! Almost 5 months! WOW! And I hang out with Angela and Georgia a lot at school but they're both leaving Clementia soon! :( So I'm gonna beg my mom to let me leave also. (As if... but it's worth a try)
Angel, the next book in the Max Ride series comes out on Feb 14!!!! YAAY! And then the last one comes out in 2012!!! WOOHOO. OMG!!!!! AHHAHAHAHAH.
Um yeah and now I gotta go. I'll try to post more often, but I can't make any promises......
LATER I LOVE YOU,
JANELLE
Jose and I are still together! Almost 5 months! WOW! And I hang out with Angela and Georgia a lot at school but they're both leaving Clementia soon! :( So I'm gonna beg my mom to let me leave also. (As if... but it's worth a try)
Angel, the next book in the Max Ride series comes out on Feb 14!!!! YAAY! And then the last one comes out in 2012!!! WOOHOO. OMG!!!!! AHHAHAHAHAH.
Um yeah and now I gotta go. I'll try to post more often, but I can't make any promises......
LATER I LOVE YOU,
JANELLE
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