HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!!!!!!!

haha i caught my dad listening to this... so funny!

um anyways here's whats happened since i last updated:

-brenda and johnny broke up
-ITS NEW YEARS EVE!!!!

those are basically all the major updates.... um plus i haven't talked to matt since like sunday night and last thing i said to him was "night. love you." and the last thing he said was, "i love you too." so idk....

oh yeah! and it snowed on tuesday! amazinggg! its all gone now, but hey it did snow this winter! hopefully it snows before school starts again! ugh christmas vaca is over on monday!!!! BLECH!!!!!! I want it to last forever! i havent even been able to see matt! blah.

so whats up with you?

love ya,
janelle

yo!!!

hey wasssssssssssssssssssup????

im jus checkin in cuz brendas in the shower and im bored and i have nothin to do... lol.... so uh yeah, just checking in...

ugh! i have to wake up at like 5:30 am for a bbysitting job! it sucks balls! and me goin to bed at 1 does not really help at all... anyways, i better go! love you matt!


janelle:)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!/Maximum Ride

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

okay so I finished the one book i was reading.... danggg dude what was it called? oh yeah!!! PENDRAGON!!! sorry its 2 am so im kinda tired and not really thinking straight.... um anyways, i finished pendragon like a while ago, and now im reading Max the 5th book in the Maximum Ride series, and im on page 299 out of 309 so i have like 10 more pages to read, but im being lazy and not reading them yet, but i probably will after im done posting this....

so anyways, i still haven't talked to matt at all. i miss him SO much! LIKE A LOT LOT. he better stay out of trouble and be able to hang out on sunday or monday, or whatever day it is he can... blah do i sound obsessive? i haven't seen him in like a week or two... i'm pretty sure its normal to miss him this much... my only hope is that he feel the same way i do... lol... i'm like so confused about everything right now. mmmm....

i'm really tired... blechity blech...

i'm listening to jasey rae by all time low right now, its really good. the song therapy by all time low is REALLY amazing! i love it! its like my new fave song! up there with three cheers for five years! so is shine by plain white t's...

sooooo.... uh anyways, im really tired.... im gonna talk about what i got for christmas... i opened my presents christmas eve at night.... okay so i got an owl city cd... the one with fireflies on it... and then i got a plaid jacket thing its totally warm and awesome... then i got a cd case thingy its purple... and then i also got a medium bag of m&ms! my fave candy of all time! and then i got some awesome man pj pants. and i also got a beastly pink blanket thing with flowers... lol im totally not a girly girl, but the blankets pretty fricken beastly... :) then i got some awesome slipper things that are specical and warm!

LOL i got my dad an eminem cd and he was like "AWESOME EMINEM!! LOVE HIM!" it was totally hilarious... then i got my bro a hollywood undead cd. pretty beastly amazing!!!!!!! LOL. and i know you guys wanted to know that oh so fricken badly!

I SO TIRED!!! LOL my eyes hurt..... its 2:21 am! omgbz!!!!! lol like my word? er acronym.... i made it up ALL by myself!!! oh yes!!! so sexy!!!!!!!!! I MISS MATT!!!! I LOVE YOU MATT!!!

lalalalalalalalalalalala you better watch out, you better not pout.... duhnuhnuhnuh i kinda sorta forgot the rest.... LOL how do you even do that?

I SAW MOMMY KISSING SANTA CLAUS UNDERNEATH THE MISTLETOE LAST NIGHT!!!!!

SANTA BABY! WON'T YOU COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY TO ME?!?!?!? LOL look up the madonna version of that song its hella creepy and funny.....

I LOVE YOU!!!!!
janelle <3

CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE!!!!

okay i forgot to tell you but brenda has a man now!!!! its johnny! her friend that was his ex, sandy said "whatever, but he can be a real jerk sometimes!" then her other friend erica who has a crush on him said, "im not the jealous type, and i dont want you to think ill get in the way! go for it!" so there you have it! johnny and brenda! oh yeah!!!!!

okay so i havent talked to matt today at all since my phone plan doesnt have texting, and im kinda too chicken to call him... call me crazy... lol so yeah brenda is at her mom's house for christmas eve till noon tomorrow, then she's going to her dad's house and coming back to mine for tha night. so yeah i have to text him from her phone, so i havent heard from him today at all :( sad face....

so christmas eve was pretty dang amazerful. my aunts over, and its just so amazing!! actually for the past like 15-30 minutes ive felt like crying, i have no reason to and i dont even know why... its kinda pathetic.... oh well..... so whats new wit you?

ummm heres a really great song:

im kinda obsessed wit it... i got their cd and ive been listening to it alot... but i got it like yesterday.... anyways.... i betta go :)

okay before i go i wanna share this song cuz its amazing:



MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!
janelle

you know when you miss someone?/longing

i really miss matt.... i havent been able to see him over christmas vaca which totally sucks! and then tomorrow its christmas eve! YAY but i wont be able to see him cuz hes going to his moms from christmas day (friday) till sunday, then i'll probably see him on monday or tuesday! if he stays out of trouble... which he better! or i'll shoot him! lol thats the reason i havent been able to see him, he keeps getting grounded!

BLAH! anyways, brendas almost done wit her shower, so i probably betta go.... soo see ya later!

LOVE YOU MATT!!!!!!

oh yeah i forgot, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!! AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

love,
janelle

CHRISTMAS VACATION/iloveyou

hey what up? i haven't been able to post because ever since brenda moved in i've not really had any time to myself... if ya know what i mean, plus its christmas vaca (has been since the 18th) so i havent been able to post while shes in school. anyways, i dont have much time, so im just gonna give you a real brief update...

lol right now: brendas in the shower, im on my sisters mac, ryans downstairs, my sis is at the movies with a friend, my two lil bros are asleep, and my parents are downstairs watching dexter...

okay updates with matt.... he told me he loves me! i love him too! love you matt!

and then on sunday night me and brenda stayed up till like 6 am, and i usually get all loopy by 4 am, but i didnt get tired at all, but then we decided to force ourselves to go to bed...

news on alonzo... i pretty much hate him, he thinks we're buds, but no we ain't BITCH!

anywho my sis jus got home so gtg

later!!! LOVES!
JANELLE!

CURSE OF THE CURVES!!! )(

This song is great:
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|\ Lol like my curvy woman? LOL YOU BETTER!!! Jkjk lol okay so last night me and Brenda were texting Matt pick up lines, and i got lots from this site: http://www.gotlines.com/lines/funny.php.... So funny! Lol there's some really great ones! You HAVE to go to that site! My favorite ones are "I don't know much about pie, but DAMN you make my banana cream!" and "Are you a hooker? Cuz I'm hooked on you!" LMAO so funny, there was other ones that were great to, but those are just some of the best.... Anyways, it was really really funny! Lol so good! Anyways, if you noticed I've been capitalizing and using more puncuation, and that's because apparently to a lot of people, its a lot easier to read and comprehend things if you use puncuation and capitalize everything... and all that jazz... Anyways, what's new with you?

I'm still a lil confused and frustrated, but overall I'm happy. I went to a bass lesson today... it was actually pretty fun... I'm learning how to play "With Or Without You" by U2.... well I've basically already learned it, but I just need to master the beat... It's a REALLY easy song to play! So... anyways, LATER!

LOVE YA!!!
JANELLE

it sends shivers

this song is so great it sends shivers through my body, then the quotes with it are just so meaningful too. i really like it. its great. :)

i have to go to a stupid math thing in an hour at 12 but oh well who cares. i have to do some lame homework before i go also. BLECHITY BLECH! MATH SUCKS! especially algebra! blech! i hate algebra! i hate homeschooling also! i hate private school to! i just wanna go to a public school to see what its like... bleck bleck lame lame lame lame lame...........................

anyways, apparently autumn thinks ryans too good for her... seriously? i mean seriously?!?!?!? wow okay then....

anyways, yeah im still confused and frustrated... especially with the math thing! I HATE MATH! have i told you that before?

LATER BETCHES,
janelle

ugh all the sudden i feel so....

FRUSTRATED!! i dont know whats wrong with me! i just dont feel right... im in my bed right now listening to music and on here talking to you and texting brenda who is in school right now! but i just feel so confused right now, and i think everything is just all the sudden crushing down on me. i feel kinda depressed. i just idk... i really dont know what to do right now. this is what i feel; confused, and i like matt a lot, but i just wanna hang out with him... i havent really been able to hang out with him since weve been going out. but christmas break is on the 18th in 2 and 1/2 days so hopefully that will change, and i just i dont even really fricken know why im frustrated!!! I JUST AM!!! i just need someone to talk about all my problems with, but i just dont! cuz if i told brenda, id have to show her this blog, which i dont really feel like doing.... yet... idk though i really just dont know... ugh im just so frustrated and confused....... also school is just really stupid and my mom keeps threatening that ill have to do 8th grade over again.... i just feel like crying... so lame. i never well hardly ever cry... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i just really dont know what to do right now... i really dont..... ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh well imma go take a shower and get myself all cleaned up... i really dont feel myself... im sooooooo confused..... ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh, wwell later...

janelle :'(

bodacious blueberries

LOL i saw a sign that said that once....

anyways lets get down to business!

hahahaahahaha funniness!

okay so i went to the library with brenda yesterday and we saw one of our besties juanita! LOL i just LOVE her name! its so amazing! yeah anyways, we hung out for a while it was pretty amazing... oh and matt was there, yes he was on the pc though and then brenda was like lets go this is gay, so juanita was like "go tell your boyffriend goodbye :)" and so i was like "come with me" then i was like "we're gonna go now" so then he looked at me and was about to make us stay but instead he was liek "okay fine, bye" i thought it was really cute... lol anyways, yeah his lil bro was there, he was WEIRD! he told me he would shove a ppencil up my butt if i got to close to him! he was only 10 to! ahhg! so weird! lol matt looked super embarrassed when he said that!

so i talked to ryan, and he isnt sure what autumn said or whatevre, and im nnot allowed to tell brenda at all so i cant really get any time at all alone with him since shes gonna be living with us now, oh well though.... i'll just see whats up with it all later...

oh and then johnny said he likes brenda and brenda likes him, but johnny doesnt want to ruin their friendship, so brenda is just gonna wait and see if he asks her out because the thing i told you about all her friends and stuff... yeah i think that one dibs thing is really lame, you know where you see a guy and your like "DIBS" so then the girl automatically gets the guy even if he doesnt like her in that way, and then he cant go out with a girl he likes because a girl has dibs on him. SO LAME!

well imma go now... more later!!! oh yeah before i go, I LOVE BLUEBERRIES! lol okay later!!!


JANELLE

another quick update....

okay so i dont have much time, just giving you another quicky update...

brenda is all mmoved in now its pretty amazing. i havent heard from ryan about autumn yet, cuz i forgot to ask, plus hes at school..... and then im still with matt. brenda kinda likes our bff johnny... he kinda likes her to but hes not sure, and their not going out because one of brendas friends went out with them and now her friend hates him and then her other friend likes him. its pretty love trianglish...er squarish... but she might go out with him in the near future....

heres a funny vid:


um... what else? uh oh brendas coming!

uhoh better go!

LOVE YOU!!
JANELLE!!!

a quickity quick update

so brenda is moving in TOMORROW! bet your bottom dollar! AHHHH! i really cant stand Annie!!! nevermind on that subject! anywho though she is movin in tomorrow!!!! YEAH BOii!! CHECK Itt!!! LOL I GOT MY GANSTA SWaaG DooWN! LOL I HUNG OUT WITH ALONZO (caps lock is now turned off... lol i forgot to before i started the sentence) and his friends to much...

Yeah so anyways i dont have much time, so i was just saying hi!!! oh and ryan finally asked autumn out!!! but she said maybe! but im pretty sure she'll say yes! she better!!!

annyways, gotta go!
JANELLE

UNTOUCHED

oh yes.... most definitely! cuz i feel so untouched right now... sorry that song kept getting stuck in my head.

so Alonzo is super duper pissed at me... he thinks i left him for Matt... which i so didn't! i SWEAR! i mean come on! and then Brenda's kinda mad at me because since i broke up with Alonzo hes been a total douche bag saying stuff like "oh I'm goin back to my old ways, the gangster ways" oh yeah Alonzo cuz gangsters are just that cool, NOT! seriously the worst part is probably that he can't even fricken be a gangster because hes such a loser and nobody likes him... especially not the real gangsters, they all call him a poser... which he so is! anyways Brenda's kinda mad that i kinda ruined our friendship with Alonzo but I'll try to make it better... i probably most likely hopefully will... ugh its just so stupid... Alonzo is doing the exact same thing that I'm doing to him to me though. Cuz like he's going after Brenda and trying to get her, plus he cheated on me twice apparently when we were going out, and now hes trying to get Matt to cheat on me!!! And apparently Alonzo "has" two girlfriends at school. so hes a player and players are just SO cool... yeah no not really. i'm being sarcastic if you can't tell...

yeah so here's an amazing song:

later skater don't be a hater,
JANELLE

I...AM...NOT...A...WHORE...

i'm not! i swear!! i kinda feel like one though, because like you know how i broke up with alonzo? well you know matt? okay so let me fill you in....

last night brenda and me were babysitting from 5 to 9, and the kids bedtime was 7:30, so we had like an hour and a half to kill... right? right, so at like 8 brenda was texting matt, and then she was like "hahahahaha", and i was like "what the crap?" and she was like "look at my phone" so i did and it was on the texting thingy and it was to matt and it said, "jannelle wants a kiss from you" and so he responded "wtf? why?" and she was like "because shes attracted to you" and i was like pretending to throw up, then he responded and was like "you and i both know that that is so not true" and so then she was like "yes it is!" and that went on for a while... and then she was like "are you attracted to her?" and he was like "why do you wanna know?" and so she was like "idk, i just do, answer me" so she convinced him to tell and finally he said "fine. whatever, a little." and she was like "would you ever ask her out?" and he was like "mayybe, but wouldn't alonzo kill me?" and so then she was like "no he doesn't like her anymore, he likes me" and so he was like "oh ok". so she asked me if i would ever go out with him or if i liked him at all... and i said yeah i guess. so then she convinced him into asking me out, but then after we were done babysitting and we both went home, she called and was like "i am calling on behalf of matt. he is asking you out" and i was like "what the crap?" and she was like "i kept on telling him to call you and ask you out, but he just said, 'cant i just ask her out tomorrow' and so i was like no do it now so then he was like 'you do it for me'", so then i was like "your a meanie" and she was like "is that a yes" and i was like "your a meanie" so she was like "it is a yes!"

so thats the story, and im going out with matt now... am i a whore? i have an idea!
yes! that is so my song! well brenda says this is my song
hells to the yeah! wow yeah thats something brenda would say... lol anyways... I AM NOT A WHORE! I AM NOT A WHORE! I AM NOT A WHORE! I AM NOT A WHORE! but i like to do it....

later
janelle

hyperness is not always good......

WOW, okay so im at home alone listening to music, singing along really badly... yeah i mean i can sing with a good voice, but its funnier when the neighbors come over and tell you to shut up :D... yeah im so bored that im hyper its really funny.

so anyways, last night i had this really weird dream... i was at a movie theater with my parents and little brother jimmy. but i sat like in a row across from them and then alonzo and his cousin (the one i kinda like) jose were like 2 rows behind me and then a kid we call itchy cuz he scratches his balls came in (plus he wrote me this creepy admirer note--ill copy it sometime-- which i replied to that i didnt feel the same, so he told me to apologize and that he thought i hated him--which i kinda do... lol) but before he did come in everyone was just watching the movie peacefully, then he came in and sat right next to me and was like hi so i moved back a row and was right in front of alonzo and jose then he came and sat next to me and punched me and squeazed my side really hard and it hurt really bad, so i went and sat with my parents and jimmy and then they were like "why arent you sitting next to kasey?" (thats itchy's real name), so i was like "no way hes a fag, and he hurt me really bad..." and so then i dont remember what happened after that, but i do remember another part of it where, matt, jose, brenda, and me were all sitting at a table talking and we were talking about who was gay in alonzo's family, LMAO and so matt was like, "yeah alonzo is bi, irvin (hes 9) is gay and then eduardo (hes 5) is straight, and his dad is gay and his mom is straight, and then his youngest brother (hes 3) andres... well its unknown what his orientation is yet...."

the only thing that really sucks about me liking jose is that jose is the jose jamie liked, plus he isnt allowed to date white girls... blech on that :S lol idk.... so yeah anyways, ttyl!!!

jAnElLe

BREAK UP

i love you, but i dont think i can love you anymore....

oh hell yes honey... anyways i broke up with that little bastard... ugh i really cant stand him! hes such a little prick! LOL im so happy! i feel so free!!! its funny alonzo and my other ex, when we broke up, i was totally happy... i really dont get it... theres something wrong with me or something... lol anyways, yeah apparently he's in love brenda the little bitch... alonzo not brenda... lol so me and brenda are gonna totally play a trick on him and shes gonna text him tomorrow and be like yes i will go out with you i love you. and then when we see him we're gonna be like oooo dumped... and shes gonna be like oh what fricken now... i really dont like him... i think i might even hate him... lol you would have to meet his sorry ass to understand... anyways, i think i might like his cousin a little tiny bit... maybe... idk. plus i might like this other guy named ryan (not my bro, that'd be damn wrong)

oh speaking of ryan (my bro) he didnt ask out autumn today because all her friends where around her, so hes gonna ask her out before school tomorrow... yeah so later!

JANELLE

my brother is growing up!

LOL!!! my older brother ryan is 16, never had a girlfriend, and he doesnt well didnt think anyone liked him... and then he was talking to his friend zach and zach was telling his this girl autum told zach that she liked ryan! and so then at a party he went to on saturday, ryan was like, "so zach told me some things on facebook" and so she said it wasnt true, but then at the end, she was like, you know that actually is true... and so ryan was like, "yeah i like you to"... im so proud of him!! and so now hes gonna ask her out at school today! shes 17... they make such a cute couple! also this other girl jemma likes him! lol its so funny... well to me... im so proud of him!

then news about alonzo.... blech... i just idk i need to break it off with him, i just hope i have to courage to.:( :) idk how i feel right now... oh well the sooner i break up wit him the better... hopefully i see him today! he better be able to hang out! oh well.....

here is an amazing song:


later
janelle

moving in

okay so brenda is moving in on the 14th! woohoo! so other than that news, i think i might break up with alonzo next time i see him... i'll tell you more detail later... :( oh well anyways, ttyl i dont really feel like talking im kinda depressed right now :( um yeah see ya!

-janelle

gay depressing movie and sneaking out

okay so a really freakin gay movie is "Legends of the fall" its really gay and depressing and a lot of people die... it has brad pitt in it :P... it sucks a lot... it had violence, sex, romance, sadness... its pretty much a gay movie... seriously. it was sad and gay.... oh well.... anyways, i guess i didn't tell you about the "sneaking out" incident.. and if i did i apologize in advance for telling you the same story twice.... okay so here we go:

brenda spent the night last weekend after thankgiving from saterday to sunday... so we planned a sneak out thing with alonzo so we were gonna sneak out to his house at 1 o clock (am) and tap on his window... right? right so anyways, we chickened out... then at like 1:10 am we were watching a movie then we heard a tapping on *our* window, so i looked behind the blinds and screamed (not smart... i know... especially cuz it was alonzo) so we went outside to hang out with alonzo, and we were out there for like 30 seconds, then my parents window opened and my mom was like "what the f***?!?!?!?!" and i didnt say anything.... alonzo was running away and brenda and me were hiding... then she was like "get inside jannelle we'll talk about this tomorrow and you better tell me the f***ing truth!" and then we went inside and we were panicking really bad and then we finally fell asleep and then in the morning my mom was like, "so who was that boy?" and then brenda and me told her that there was some guy tapping on our window so i looked out and screamed then we went outside and told him to go away... and im pretty sure she believed it for the most part anyways... oh well... it really pisses me off because that is the first strike on my slate, and i was the angel of the family till that happened.... it pisses me off really bad... oh well...
anyways, BLECH!! oh well

later....
janelle

BLECH ON THAT

okay so im a lil confused but its kinda *personal* more personal than usual so im not gonna put it up here, but the point is im so confused and i know whats right, but idk... did i tell you about me and brenda getting in trouble sneaking out to see alonzo? i think i did.... if i didn't than i'll tell you later... lol anyways, what up? im bored and i offically HATE algebra 1.... i cant wait for algebra 2!!! yay... no not really actually more like BLECH ON THAT!

well anyways ttyl!

loves,
janelle

EPICNESS OF AWESOMENESS

one of the most epic rock songs of all time:

one of the most epic awesome funny video clips of all time:

oh yes i most definitely went there!

LOVE ALWAYS,
Janelle

hey its december!

lol i forgot to announce it was december! wow i feel so stupid! anyways, its december! OMG! its almost Christmas!!! YAY!!! I LOVE GOD!!!

my Christmas vacation starts on the 18th or 19th... ya wanna know something amazingly awesome? brenda is moving in with my family by dec 15th! because she's moving to a different city, and she wants to finish her 8th grade year in awesometown... and shes lucky cuz she gets to go to an actual public school.... oh well... yeah so awesome! anyways, im obbsessing over this song:

its pretty amazing, you do have to admit! so yeah anyways, see ya later!

te amo

okay so alonzo sent me this:

and then other than that i have no other news... except me and brenda told jamie what jose said, she said that made her really sad but it shouldn't affect her love life, when he wouldn't be allowed to go out with her anyways... really sad but idk... i didn't see jose at all either today, oh well... kinda sad, oh well... lol alonzo was pretending to rape everyone, it was entertaining to watch... yeah well i gtg later

love,
janelle