Adventures At the Park

Yesterday, Brenda, me, Jamie, and her friend who is now my bff, Crystal all went to the school to get Jamie's little brother. So we got there, Iago and Jeremiah came. It was actually pretty boring and nothing really happened at all...

So then Jamie and Crystal went back to Jamie's house, and Brenda and me went to go get my brothers from my mom, and so then we dropped them off at my house. Before walking to the park, I called Jamie to see if she was coming back to the park, and she said yeah, they just had to do something real quick.

So then we went to the park and Josè was there, so Brenda and me hung out with him for like 10 minutes until Jamie and Crystal got to the park. And guess who was there? Corbin!!! So we went over and said hi to him and then Iago came while we were talking to Corbin! And so then I leaned over to Jamie and was like, "all three of your men are here now." Anyways though, I have NEVER seen Iago come to the park before! So then Jamie went and hung out with him, and Brenda, Crystal, and me hung out with Josè who was kinda heartbroken. But Corbin didn't really care all that much, cuz I don't really think he likes Jamie in that way.

Josè didn't even know Iago, but he hates him already. He's really sensitive about little kids being hurt and yelled at by kids that are a little older or whatever and Iago yelled at his little brother, saying, "you f****ing bitch, get your f****ing ass over here!" and Josè got really mad. So then Iago sat at the table Brenda, Crystal, Josè and me were sitting at and then said some stuff, so I imitated his voice almost perfectly and said, "you know you kinda sound gay when you talk like this." so he came up to me and was like, "you wanna go?" and so I stood up and said, "bring it fool," and so he backed down. It was REALLY funny.

And so everyone I think pretty much hates Iago. Except Jamie. Iago is SOOO annoying. So is his little sister. She wanted to punch Brenda and me! What a meanie!!!! BLEH! Okay, so then Josè was like, "I'm so mad, I think I will actually move." so then I told him, "NO! you can't move! That would be so sad!" So then 2 minutes later he said, "I'll think about it." So he better not move!!! That would totally suck. BLEH. Okay, so I think I've pretty much summed yesterday all up.

So today: Brenda isn't feeling well so she is staying home again, but she's in bed sleeping, right now. BLEH. She thinks that Josè likes me. Which I think might be possible. Maybe. But I doubt it. I mean, I kinda like him a TEENY TINY bit. like ------- that much. Lol measurements done by my fingers. In percentages, 5%. Or so.


That song is AWESOME! It was stuck in my head when I was in the shower... LOL.

Well, Imma sign off,
janelle

DAY 16 of no candy

CONFUZZLED?! :|

:/Hmmmmm................... I'm kinda confused...

So, yesterday, I didn't hang out with Jamie at all... I mean, I talked to her on the phone and went to her house to see if she could hang out, but she couldn't. Anyways, Brenda and me went to the park to hang out cuz its better than inside. Lol even though she went to the doctor's and found out she has a sinus infection... lol. So yeah, we were at the park and then Josè came to the park and we hung out with him for an hour or so. Anyways, Brenda stole my jacket and Josè climbed up this one arch thing and got it for me even though he had a hurt ankle, and he kept on getting it back even though Brenda kept on stealing it. And then he said he liked me more than Brenda and that I was really nice. :) And so I was like awesome in my mind. And then I didn't start liking him either, so I was mucho proud of myself for that. :)

And then Brenda and me were talking and she was like "I think Josè kinda likes you a little" and I was like, "what about Jamie?" and she was like, "you can have feelings for more than one person..." and I was like O.o lol.

Um so that's what I'm confused about. I highly doubt he likes me, but still... what if?

LOL this is a funny face... =)


That's a good song!!! =) oh yeah!!!!!!!!

Well, I gtg to a stupid math thing, so later,
JANELLE

DAY 15 of no candy! YAY only 35 more!!!!!!

PURPLE salamanders!

OMG! No I'm just kidding... I dont even know. Before I start talking about my day yesterday, I will share a video with you!

AWESOMNESS!!! :D

Yesterday: I went with Jamie too go pick up her brother so she wouldn't have to face her "ex" boyfriend Iago alone. On Friday, Brenda went with her... anywho, I had a BLAST!

So, we got to the school, and we were sitting around, talking and waiting for her brother to come out, so like 10 minutes pass, and I look behind us and I'm like, "WHOA! There is a really tall dude coming our way! And right next to him is a really short dude!!!" And so she was like, "Really?" and I was waiting for her to look back, but she didnt, so I was like, "yup. And OMG their headed our way!" and she was like, "That's Iago." And then I started laughing really loud and I said, "HE'S SO SHORT!!!!" And she was like, "yeah. do you know HOW many times I hear that? Hahahahahahahaha" and then Iago came up behind us and put his arm around Jamie, and she was like "Whoa!" and so then he let go, but he grabbed her hand and she was holding his hand, and I was like, "whoa Jamie, let go." but she was like, "no, he's holding on too tight..."

And then her other friend came out of the school and walked towards Jamie and me and was like, "let go of her Iago. Jamie, come I need to talk with you," and she started pulling on Jamie's arms, so we followed her and she was like, "you broke up with him, and now you guys are holding hands again?" and I was like, "I tried to get her to let go." And so Jamie was like, "he was holding on really tight" so then we walked back over to Iago and his freakishly tall friend. And then we talked with him for like 1o minutes, then he left and Jamie's brother came out of the school, and so we walked over to get him, and so then we were walking, and Iago and his friend came back and were following us, and then her little brother needed to tie his shoe, so we beneath a covering since it was raining. And so then Iago and his friend sat against a wall.

And then Jamie was like, "can we rest for like 5 minutes? my stomach hurts." so her little bro tied his shoe and we sat against the wall like 5 feet away from Iago and his friend. Then Iago did a fail impression of Akon and scooted close to Jamie and put his arm around her. Then me and him had this fight where he would hold her hand and I would makee him let go of it then he would hold back on. I almost punched him like 5 times. Then he was like, "your just jealous." and so I said, "yup, I am. deeply jealous." so he was like, "watch and learn." and he leaned towards Jamie and was like a centimeter away from kissing her, so I grabbed his face in my hand and pushed it back and he leaned in and tried to kiss her and failed again since i shoved his face again.

Then he was like, "you got a boyfriend?" to me so i said, "no, not right now," so he was like, "why not" and so Jamie was like, "because Alonzo cheated on her," and so he said, "that little bitch. I would beat him up if he was here. what a little bitch." so I was like, "thank you!" and so then he was like, "well you see Jeremiah over there?" and I was like, "uhuh" so he said, "well, just go over to him and be like, 'what's up' and it'll be smooth from there on out." and he did the smooth thing with his hand, and I was like, "NO." and then Jeremiah, his friend was like, "whatchyoo talkin bout me?" and Iago was like, "nahh man, I'm not, I was talkin bout my other friend." and Jeremiah was like, "sure Iago. Sure"

So then after like 40 minutes of me pissing Iago off, (I even put my arm in his at one point :D) we left. And then Brenda was pissed cuz we took an hour. But I had HELLA fun.

And the rest of the day, Brenda was all pissy and mad. So yeah, I had a really fun day though. And Jamie was really fun to hang out with. She's like my third bestest friend!

And then, today, Brenda stayed home again... and I went to a lesson thing...... its been pretty lax.... well

LATER,
janelle

DAY 14 of no candy

OMG! IT'S A FISH!

So, what up fools? Um wow, that title is very random. Okay so Brenda has a sore throat, so she's staying home sick. She's watching a movie. The Babysitters Club movie. LOL funniness. I'm "typing up my story" which I actually am, I just decided I would type up an entry. So the weekend was kinda boring... my Aunt came over yesterday, though. She's going to Argentina. Pretty amazing!

So, boys=no action. I mean I probably would like Jose but, he likes Jamie. So that's a no go. Oh well, maybe I'll find someone. There's this one dance thing my mom is in charge of for my old school, Clementia, and there's gonna be boys there. Including, my old crush, Jeremy. He's still REALLY hot. But he lives in BigCity, so that's a no go. And then there's gonna be other guys there too, but all the guys in my old class kinda hate me, so that is also a no go. But maybe there will be guys that I don't know there.

Um, well I better get back to writing my story. Ugh, I don't want to though. Not really, anyways. Ugh ugh ugh. Hmmmmmmmm, what else could I write about? Well, I have had dreams about eating candy. And my teeth really hurt right now. Bleh. So, wow.

Lalalalalalalala, I'm singing in the rain!!!!!!!!!!!! JK.


That is an AWESOME song!

Hello, there.

Goodbye.

Later alligator,
Janelle

DAY 13 of no candy ;)

Up and at 'em sunshine!

Wow! Its really early compared to the time I normally get up... 6:29 am! I got up at 5:30 though! WOW! Okay so I'm babysitting today, and I was just checking in because I won't be able to post later today and probably not Sunday either because of Brenda and everything... ya know? Okay so, yeah what up holmsies?!??!?!?

Yesterday I didn't really do anything worth mentioning... except that I watched Kindergarten Cop. And I started to read Maximum Ride, The Angel Experiment. The last time and only time I've read that was like 2 years ago! And I have all the books that are out except for the 3rd one....

Well I better go foo,
JANELLE

DAY 11 of no candy!!! (:

Memories that fade like photographs.......... :\

Yo, what up holmes? Jk, okay thats like one of my favorite songs right now! I had a dream tonight that I'll tell ya about after I tell you my dream the night before and then I'll tell you about my day yesterday! :) sounds good?

So on the 19th I had this dream:
Matt, Brenda, Ryan, Alonzo, and me were all in my room. Matt and Alonzo were on Brenda's bed. Ryan, Brenda, and me were in my bed. Matt and Ryan were like play fighting or whatever, then Brenda, Matt, and Ryan went out of my room for some reason so I was alone with Alonzo. And somehow magically I was on Brenda's bed with Alonzo, and Alonzo's arm was around my waist. (we were laying down facing eachother like 2 feet apart.) And so he like fondled me, and so I did back and was like "ow, how do you like it?" and he was like "ow, that hurts, dude" and so then we got really close, and I was thinking, okay.... is he gonna kiss me? and i waited there like a minute, then I was like "uh... i gotta go..." and i stood up really slowly and left.

So yesterday, I hung out at the park with Jamie and Brenda, and the dude Jamie has a crush on, Corbin. And then Jose came over, and Jamie was freaking out that he was gonna freak out because even though she broke his heart once by going out with Iago. But they broke up yesterday, so Corbin is her new crush. Jose isn't allowed to go out with white girls. So anyways, we left her and Corbin and went and hung with Jose, Alejandro, and Alonzo. We were mainly playing with a soccer ball. It was REALLY fun. With Jamie and Corbin it was kinda boring and not really fun, but with Jose and everyone it was HELLA fun. So then Jamie had to go home, so Corbin walked her part way, and we were walking with Jose ahead of them. Then Corbin left, and we said bye to Jose and walked Jamie the rest of the way home. Then when we got to her house her mom was PISSED cuz she was like a half hour/45 minutes late. Then we got home, and I finished Catching Fire.

So last night I had a dream that people in my house were driving me mad so I went to go get Jamie from her house to hang out, but her step dad answered and was like "what?" and I heard Jamie say, "Is that Jannelle?" and her step dad was like, "Nope." And I was like, "Can Jamie hang out?" and he was like "no." and he slammed the door in my face. So then I left.

That's all I can remember about it. I also had a dream we were at the park with everyone and Corbin tried to kill everyone.

Yeah, so uh anyways, whats new with ya'll?

I gotta go,
JANELLE :)

DAY 10 without candy! :D :D :D

He's a faker so see ya later!

That is an amazing song!

So anyways, last post, I forgot to tell you a dream I had. It had Alonzo, Matt, Brenda, Ryan, and me in it. I don't have much time, so I'll tell you about it tomorrow. So anyways, what's new?

If I didn't tell you, I already finished Hunger Games. So now I'm reading the sequel, Catching Fire. Very nice, very nice.

Lol last night, I had a dream and I was at the park with Jose and Alonzo and Jose started singing Shoulda Put Something On by N-Dubz. So I sang along, and its not that common of a song, so he was like, "you know that song?" it was pretty amazing!

I love you. Don't you just love how that looks. Or: .iloveyou. I think it looks perty. Well, I'm outta time. :( But, I'll update you with everything later.

~JANELLE~

DAY 9 w/o candy. OOPSIE I HAD A GUIRREDELI CHOCOLATE THINGY YESTERDAY, BUT I DON'T THINK I TOLD YOU THIS BUT I HAVE 2 STRIKES, WELL NOW 1 THAT I ATE ONE.


Here's a hella funny song:

Crunchy Potato Chips

I have no clue where ^ came from, it just popped in my head. Bleh my arms are so freakin sore from ice skating. i practically had to carry my lil bro around the ice rink. It sucked.

Oh yeah, and I forgot to say Happy Martin Luther King Jr. DAY! Wow! AWESOMENESS!

That was like my fave song a while ago. Its pretty awesome.

LOL okay sorry, its not really all that funny. Yesterday, I was at the park and we even brought out our long boards and were riding around. Then we sat down and took a break, and this annoying little 11 year old kid, Daniel was there and he was with some people, and he came up to Brenda and was like, my friend Jane needs some help with volleyball, could you come help? (Brenda does volleyball.) So we came and Brenda served the ball back and forth with Jane.

And then Jose and Alonzo and an awesome kid Alejandro came to the park, so i stood up and hung with them while Brenda coached Jane. And then Jane's little brother, Curtis came up and started chasing Alejandro and then he chased Alonzo.

Then he made a bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad mistake. Jose is not someone you wanna piss off or make really angry. Its just like a rule. You DON'T do it! So stupid as Curtis was, he came up and punched Jose in the nuts. Once. So Jose was just like, "he comes and does that one more time, he'll regret it." So the little kid chases after Alejandro and Alonzo more.

Then like 2 minutes later, he comes and punches him again. This time really hard, so Jose picks up Curtis so he can't do it again, and Curtis kicks Jose in the balls like 3 times. Yeah big mistake. So Jose carries Curtis over to a statue bunny and puts him down and calls him a mean word. I still don't know which one. So Curtis starts crying and saying, "he called me a bad word!" and so a lady who was watching her kids sees and is like, to Jose, "hey! you shouldn't be calling little kids bad names!" and Jose was like, "well he wouldn't stop hitting me in the balls," and by now, he was PISSED really bad. So the lady kinda laughed a little, and was like, to Curtis, "Generally if you hit big kids in the balls, their gonna call you mean names." and so Curtis is in a ball crying, Jose is clutching his crotch, and Brenda is trying to prevent Curtis from attacking Jose again.

Anyways, I kinda thought it was funny. A little bit. I mean, I feel really bad for Jose and all. But, it was just a little bit funny. Just a little.

Well I gotta go take a shower... LATER!

bye bye,
JANELLE

DAY 8 of no candy! ;)

I like your hair :)

Oh yes! LOL wow, I kept on hearing Brenda be like "I like your hair, who does your hair? I wanna go there!" for the past 2 or so years, and I never knew it was a song!!!!! Wow! That was a shocker lol.

I'm all over Matt now, and I found out his new girlfriend Adriana is like a total nerd, and I'm please too also find out he doesn't treat her like shit, like he treated me. Then again, she lives 30 minutes away, so he has an excuse. Lol I'm happy for him though, even if she is a total nerd goth person. Like apparently she went to school with Brenda last year and she was all nerdy in 6th grade and then in 7th she was like, "my names Brie now." and she was all gothic. Lol.

So I'm almost done with Hunger Games, I just need to finish a chapter or two. So after I'm done writing this, Imma read.

Lol my dad was like "are you 14 yet?" and I was like "shyeah." so he was like "oh shit!" lol it was funny.

I went to my reading/history tutor today, and I noticed this a while ago, but mostly during the thing she's talking and talking and all I say is "yes", "okay", "mmhmm", "no" and occasionally she asks a question that I need to explain, but when I do, usually I don't answer it very well...

I'm also back to the stage of liking James I was before. Where I only, well I do love him still, but somehow I can make myself not think about him as much and stuff... Did that make any sense? Oh well. :) I'm happy for the most part and not really depressed anymore. :) YAY!

Okay so yesterday, Brenda came over at 10:16 am because her dad wasn't feeling well, so he had to come home. So we went ice skating with my brothers. It was really fun, but my arms hurt really bad from helping my 6 yr old brother to skate. I love ice skating, but Brenda isn't that good at it and she has flat feet, so I couldn't skate that much. :( but it was still really fun.

Lol I'm watching my brother, the 6 yr old one, because he has a "stomach ache". Yeah, right, he's perfectly fine. What a rebel! Oh well....

:)later,:)
:]janelle:]

DAY 7 of no candy, ;) its going extremely well :)

hole in my stomach :P :|

:| I don't know how I should feel, I was thinking about James, so I looked at a vid of him thats on facebook. I really miss him. There's like a hole in my stomach or something, it kinda feels like its inside out. I don't know how to feel. The song I posted below kinda explains how I feel. Wow. James is like the boyfriend I've felt was most real, but now I sometimes just think he was my imagination. So far gone. It just doesn't seem like he's real. Ya know? Idk... well, Imma go now.

Oh yeah before I go, I'm pretty sure I'm all the way over Matt. :) I'm happy bout that.

Love ya,
Janelle :)

Life is Good... well for the most part!

What's the company that's a logo for? The "Life is Good"? Oh well, so today I'm in a pretty good mood. I went to church, then Brenda left at like 3ish. (YAYAYAYAY! I mean, I love having her live with me and all, but its great to finally have a break from her, if ya know what I mean.) She's staying the night at a hotel with her dad and lil bro and sis. She's probably gonna come back tomorrow at like 4ish... So after she left, I sat down with my book. I already finished All American Girl by Meg Cabot, then I read The Second Summer Of The Traveling Pants by Ann Brashares, and then I read How To Be Popular by Meg Cabot (the second time reading it), then I just finished Ready Or Not by Meg Cabot litterally 10 minutes ago, and I started Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins. I know, I know, I'm kinda a book worm.... but I'm a cool book worm. ;) Lol jk, I don't really think I'm cool.

So, uh tomorrow I don't have school cuz its Martin Luther King Jr Day. YAY! Pretty tight. Right? Haha that rhymed. Um yeah, so life has been good today, I don't really feel all that depressed anymore. It feels good to actually have some space. Really good. I know how twins feel now. Lol.

Yester--well I guess since Friday I kinda had a mind rebound. Well I wouldn't exactly say rebound, cuz I actually think I feel this way. Anywho, I've mentioned James, right? James, my first love. James, the love I fell hardest for. James, the guy who I'm not completely over yet. James, dreamy James. :) James, the guy who lives in another state, 4 hours away. Yes, that James. So anywho, I thought a LOT about him on kinda Thursday, (well yeah maybe Wednesday too) Friday and Saturday, AND Sunday, today. I was thinking stuff like how I loved him from the week I knew him in person, and I didn't even know it. How I coulda been like, "Hey I think I kinda love you." and he coulda been like, "Well I know I love you." Yeah, a girl can dream. Plus, I think that next time I see him in July, well okay not fo sho, but like I was thinking that I would, well that I would, well you know... with him.

But then, I realized, that he probably doesn't feel the same way about me anymore, and I could ask, but how awkward would that be. I mean, exactly. And so now I don't think about it too much. I mean I still LOVE him and all, but I don't think anything's gonna happen between us, so I should stop my silly hopes and dreams. Plus now, I don't really think I would jump his bones anymore. Possibly. But I'm kinda trying to wait till I'm married. Or engaged.

Angela sent me this song the other day, its pretty tight, listen to the lyrics, their great!


Wanna know what I'm doing right at this very moment? My parents went to a movie, so I'm babysitting my brothers, my older sissie is at college, my brother is at a party thingy majig. So yeah, their watching Surf's Up. I'm on here, texting Brenda, and listening to City by Hollywood Undead. Fun fun. Okay, well I'm out.

over and out,
janelle

DAY 5 without candy ;) only 45 more to go!

Happy DAYS!

Talk about rapid mood swings! I'm not really that sad anymore because I know why Matt broke up with me. It was so he could ask this other chick out named Adriana or something like that. Anyways, I know that should fill me with boiling jealousy or whatever, it doesn't. I'm actually kinda happy for him and her. Oh well. He just better treat her better than he treated me or I'll kick his ass all the way to Asia. Pretty fun, right?

I think that this break through means I just have like 10% or so to get over. YAY! I'm so happy bout that!

LOL, the way I found out why he broke up with me was hilarious, Brenda and me were at the library and Alonzo was there, so we were like, "do you know why Matt broke up with Jannelle?" and he was like, "to ask out this other chick named Adriana Smith. She's totally ugly though." I know that's really mean, but it made me give him a high five. Lol.

So, you know Ciara, right? Well, of course you do! I only like a few songs from her, and this is one of them:


The others are 1,2 step, and then Thug Style. Oh yes baby, harder harder. Haha jk! Well... maybe... but you don't need to know.... right? LMAO. You'll never know.

Anywho, I'm meeting with my history/literature/writing tutor at 11:45. Sounds fun, right? Totally man. Ugh, okay so I have decided to look into Clementia more and I think I might just go there and deal with its stupidness. BLEH!

Hopefully, my happiness will last for a long time, or for ever and and ever! :D

Well its 11:24, so I'm off....

LATER SKATER! DON'T BE A HATER!
non depressed janelle :)
blah I'm jealous of people with green eyes! I have brown eyes, and their so brown!

DAY 3 without candy

heck no, techno!!!!!

UGH! Okay so yesterday I went to the library and I saw Matt again... UGH! Okay so right when we got there, he was playing runescape BD(nerd face) and so Brenda was like "nice, Matt". And so Brenda got on a computer and I sat next to her, and Matt was like, "I'm going to hang out with my friend," and Brenda was like "sure ya are" (then she went to her computer and wasn't paying attention to what happened next.) and so he was like, "no really, do you know jake reynolds?" and I was like "nope" so he was like, "oh well that's who I'm goin to hang with," and then he walked away. And so I sat down at the computer he was on, and the seat was warm, like REALLY warm, and it was like that for the whole time I sat on it, plus it made my heart all spastic, and it was beating really really fast! So then I started liking him like 70%!! D: so then this morning, I checked my myspace, and his status was "asking a girl out!" and it really PISSED me off!!!! And so I was having a mental break down, and now I'm kinda over it, but I have to work on getting over his stupid ass even more, and he probably has a girlfriend, and I'm just even more depressed right now.

On other news, I'm eating cheetos listening to The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance, and my dog just farted and it STINKS really BAD. Also, I lost my bass notebook, so I don't get to do a lesson till I find it. D: BALL SUCK!!! UGH!

Here's an amazing song:


well later,
depressed janelle

DAY 2 without candy

Falling down an abyss/Falling apart in to a milli pieces

Which one sounds better? I think I'm doing both. You wanna know why?

SCHOOL:
I am so confused about school next year... you don't even know. In 7th grade when I was at Clementia, or whatever I called it, I was seriously thinking of going gothic or emo, I really hated it there, and I was really depressed, well not really cuz I didn't have thoughts of suicide, but I was desperate enough to move across the country away from my 2 best friends and my other friends, and I have really GREAT friends. I still would rather move then go to that school. I am just so confused. And I want to go to the highschool in Awesometown, but it has a lot of druggies, and usually the innocent kids turn bad, and I'm one of the innocent ones... UGH! I just really really don't know anymore! I really just wanna crawl in a hole! I'm starting to get depressed again, and I don't like it! UGH!

BOYS:
1. Yesterday, I was walking around Awesometown with Brenda, and it was raining... but anywho, we walked by the library and saw Matt there, so Brenda texted him and was like "we should hang, or are you bbysitting your bro?" and so he was like no I'm at the library with Alonzo" so we went to the library and I looked like CRAP. But anyways, it wasn't actually awkward. And after we got home, I was REALLY confused and pissed and I really don't get why Matt ended it the way he did. I mean without giving us a chance at all. We didn't even go on ONE date. It pisses me off. Oh well, I just need to get over like 7% of him, then I'll be set.
2. I'm starting to fall for James again.... it's really bad, and I hope I'll be able to stop. I think I'm just boy deprived.... I need to have a crush on someone... I'm not used to not.... maybe I'm just a slutty ho. No actually I'm not, I'm a LOVE ADDICT LOVE ADDICT!!!


In other news, I AM a sugar addict, so I'm gonna try to not have sugar for 50 days! Well not candy, anyways, and gum does not count as candy. Well, if its sugar free, it doesn't, anyways.

LATER CHICA/CHICO,
janelle );

DAY 1 without candy

Played? That's the question!

Apparently, on the 7th, I would've been able to hang out with Matt, had I gone to the library. He didn't tell me he was going there, but he told Alonzo, ugh, so yeah that was the day before we broke up. And then he "got" sick, and he apparently got better on sunday. I'm not sure if I believe him at all. I still haven't seen him, but Brenda was texting him about it. And so he said, "I had to babysit my brother at the library and I was sick." Oh sure... whatever, I actually find it kind of funny, but I'm kinda upset that I was played, in a way. Oh well, I'm just glad that's over with! And, if your wondering, I only like him like 5%!!!! YAY!

I was on youtube and I found this cover of She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5. The band who did the cover is the band Runner Runner, who did The Breakup Song, that I put on the post below. But anywho here it is:


Pretty cool, right? Then here is an awesome song that I have liked for like a long time... its all around awesome!


Pretty pimpin!!!! Anywho, whats new with you? I don't have much else to say, so without further ado,

LATER ALLIGATER!
janelle

FEELS LIKE WE'RE BREAKIN' UP!

Blah... yeah you probably guessed it... Matt broke up with me on January 8th.... here's what I wrote down in my diary when I found out:
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Sat, Jan 9, 2010, 2:04 am
So, Matt broke up with me yesterday (which was the 8th at the time) at aprox. 6:03 pm. You wanna know something I find ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY funny about him? He's had sex but hasn't made out with anyone yet! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Except maybe his teddy bear! But oh! I forgot! He burned it! And put fire crackers in it! OMG! Sorry, I'm having a mental breakdown and I mean COME ON?! You can understand! I mean, I was happy and he had to fricken ruin my mood by breaking up with me! I mean, plus he did it through myspace! Fricken mother fricker! I'm okay.... don't worry, I assure you! I took tests, my mental health is competely normal! But I feel like my heart was ripped out and replaced by my furry green ball that goes boing! (I have this furry green ball that when you hit it on something it goes "boing!") I'm torn apart. And you wanna know something else? The song Break Your Little Heart by All Time Low was playing as I opened the message!
='( No I refuse to cry! I will NOT! I don't love Matt anymore! I think. I just like like him. UGH! Big green and purple balls! Brenda fricken fell fell asleep! WHAT THE HELL?! Ugh I'm so MAD and SAD and HEARTBROKEN! Love SUCKS! Oh well... I'm okay. OMG! MY eyes are sweating! FRICK!!! I didn't know that was gonna happen! OMGBZ! MOTHER FRICKER! I'M SO SAD and MAD! Well, I'm gonna go now because its 2:42 am!
Later Fools,
Jannelle
-Love sucks, but always comes around again!
|SCREW love in a deep dark hole!
-You know what I feel like doing? Digging a hole and dieing in it! Sounds fun, right?
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That's basically what I wrote! Pretty freakin amazing, right? Uh, yeah anywho, I'm ALMOST over him! I just haven't felt that free feeling yet, but I will soon, I just kinda like him 21% now. Reading back that entry, I don't even know. I mean I was so sad when I found out! My stomach did a flip! And my heart felt hollow! Last time I felt like that was when I really really liked this one guy in 6th grade and I never had a chance with him, so I was kinda depressed. I really HATE that feeling. I really like the free feeling after you get over someone or break up with someone you don't really like anymore though, its one of my favorite feelings! That and love! But you can't have love without heartbreak I suppose... oh well. The only person I've ever really been head over heels in love with is James. I mean, I loved Matt, and I loved Alonzo, but I REALLY was IN LOVE with James, I mean I had that feeling that like if he asked me to marry him I would say yes. And I was only 13.

James was my first boyfriend. And I met him at a summer church camp I went to. It was only a week long, but I really liked him, and he liked me too, so then Brenda hooked us up, and so we went out for a month, and then we decided it didn't work out, so we broke up. But I wasn't really sad about that, cuz well, I didnt want to be tied down at such a young age to someone I probably won't see till July 2010. I can't wait to see him! I hope I can go! And I hope he can too! He's 15 but our birthdays are both in November, just his is before mine, so he's like exactly a year older.

Okay well you heard those dramas. Now I'll tell you what I did on Saterday and Sunday.

On Saterday:
In the morning I was still sad about Matt breakin up with me, so I read the entry I wrote in my journal and started laughing hysterically and then that turned into crying hysterically... then Brenda and me walked to Muchas Gracias and we ate there and before we left we saw Alonzo's parents. It was REALLY funny! Then we walked to Fred Meyer, and I got new shoes. Their pink and grey vans... their pretty sexy.

Then we got picked up by my mom and we chilled at home for the rest of the night.

On Sunday:
We went to church and then after that my mom, older sis, Brenda, and me went to Costco. LOL Brenda and me went around and ate all the samples. They had burger samples that were DELICIOUS! Then we went home and took a 10 minute walk and then we chilled up in my room for a few hours, then we came downstairs and watched Galaxy Quest with my dad and Brenda then my mom came in later, then me and Brenda watched Ghost Whisperer. Then we went in my room and goofed off for a while then there was a spider, and I tried to kill it, but I failed pretty bad... I HATE SPIDERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then we went to sleep...

And Today:
I woke up and did laundry but I took Tiger with me, cuz I didn't want to go in our creepy basement alone... and now I'm posting this! And I think I'm almost completely over Matt! YAY!

k well later,
JANELLE

The Word Of The Day Is Legs, Wanna Spread The Word?

LOL! Yesterday, I was with my little bro Jimmy (he's 9) and Brenda and my cat, Tiger, and I was like

"hey Tiger, the word of the day is legs, wanna spread the word?" and I said it without thinking about Jimmy being there, and so Jimmy was like "what does that mean?" and i was like "ummm nothing, but don't say it to any girls, cuz they'll hit you." and so he was like "why?" so i said, "because its a pickup line... girls just dont like pickup lines when you say it to them." and so he was like "well Tigey has legs!!!"

LMAO! it was funny as hell! so then later in the day, Jimmy was being a freak and ran up to me and brenda and put on a nerd voice, which i must say is freakily accurate and was like,

"Hey, whats your name?" so i was like "AHHH!!! RUN AWAY!!" and so me and Brenda ran away, and he chased us and was like "Do you like computer games?"

SUPER creepy! So then a while after that I was like,

"Do you like ponies? cuz I do!!! I especially like to ride them just like I wanna ride you!"

LOL, I forgot he was there yet again, though I was saying it to him anyways, I guess I just forgot that he is a bratty tattle tale who tells on me all the time... lol...

Today..... I went to a bass lesson! It was pretty beastly! I can play With or Without You by U2 almost perfectly with the recording! Its amazing! LMAO! My bass teacher is a fricken spazz! But in a good way, I guess... LOL its really funny to watch.

My sister came home a minute ago and I had to be a real ninja and close the computer and stuff while she was here, she just left though, she was just dropping off some Thai Tea!!! and Thai chicken skewers and other Thai food. She went out to lunch with my mom and my mom's friend Alin (she's AMAZING!!!... and Thai) to a Thai restaurant in town and I was invited, but I couldn't come cuz i would be at my bass lesson, so I was like can you get me Thai Tea and chicken skewers? Cuz like Thai Tea is my FAVORITE drink EVER! Especially Thai Bubble Tea!!! I LOVE BUBBLE TEA!!! MMMM!!! Lol one time I took Brenda to go get bubble tea, and she had never had it before, and so like I was joking that it was fish eggs and she got really grossed out! IT WAS HILARIOUS!

In case you don't know the bubbles in bubble tea are basically just Tapioca Balls... MMMM YUMMY!!!!

Lol k well ttyl homeslice,
JANELLE

HAHA DITCHED!!!

I was supposed to meet with my math tutor for a lesson today at my parent's coffee place, but she never showed! i waited there 20 minutes, but she never came, so i ran out of there as fast as my short little legs could carry me!!! I'm so GLAD! i hate math! so now im sitting on my couch with the computer out in front of me on the coffee table eating salad... its the life! I'm tellin you! Mmmmm salad!



that is an AMAZING song!!!! Like the first few times i listened to it, i didnt really listen to words to find the meaning, but then i did and i was close to tears! I LOVE that song!! Its so heart feeling!!! I think everyone who listens to it should really really LISTEN to it and find the meaning, cuz once you do you just like look at things a little differently... if you get what im saying?

i kinda talked to matt yesterday kinda, but hes still sick.... so bleh. he can go die in a whole :P....

JK! he better not! that would be sad!

later,
janelle

Random Fat Cats

Idk why i titled it that so please DO NOT ASK! lol okay so i'm pretty bored right now... i have like nothing to do... well actually i do but i dont want to do anything that i can do cuz it sounds kinda boring... though i could write more of the story im writing! yeah i think i'll do that...

i dont really have that much to update about...

but i did wake up at like 12 pm... hehe...

my eyes hurt

my tongue is still kinda cut up....

i STILL haven't heard from matt who just had to be a gaywad and get sick on like friday during christmas vaca, and i kinda have a feeling that he didnt get sick and that he just wants an excuse not to see me... seriously! its GAY! i kinda think i might just break up with him! D: but that would be totally sad and i really love him... idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk plus i had this dream last night about my ex named james, and the only reason we broke up was because long distance since he lives in another state plus its 4 or 5 hours away... ugh... i find my self kinda liking james again, but i love matt, not james, i just have to get my head straight, and MATT NEEDS TO BE ABLE TO FRICKEN HANG OUT!!!!!! sorry for over doing it... its just so shitty and GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no offense to gay people cuz i totally love gay people and have no problem with their choices... except that i find it kinda icky....

um later,
JANELLE

Better Days

Today was much better than yesterday! I still haven't talked to matt yet today, but i might? idk.... but overall its been better... i guess.

that song used to be my fave a while ago... like 2 years or so ago... i just thought it went along kinda with the title "Better Days"... anyways, last night brenda and i bought 26 new songs from itunes so we have some new songs! yay! uh anyways, i dont have to much time... so i'll make the summary of my day short...

so i woke up at 8:45 am i was supposed to go to some classes, but i didn't feel to well so i didnt go, which was kinda a relief because im a naughty girl and i didnt do most of the homework for my classes :P. but im working on it today. which sucks because most the hw i have to do is math and history :P. my LEAST favorite subjects of all school work! BLEH! :P :P :P :P XP

And then i still felt like crap when brenda got to my house back from school, so she went and got my little bros from school (i pick them up everyday from school, its only half a mile away) so then while she was gone jamie came over and kidnapped me to the park and then brenda got back and she came over to the park, and i wouldve been like "i feel like crap i can't" which ya know is true, (i still kinda do... like my head really hurts, and i feel like throwing up, and my stomach hurts too...) but i couldn't resist... i dont know how, i just couldn't so like when brenda got back with the lil ones at like 3:45 we went to the park till like 4:40 or so and then came back and hung out till like 5 or 6, doing fun stuff.

then at like 6:15 or so we got out our iPods, sat down and i finished the Witch And Wizard book by James Patterson, (I totally recommend it! It was brilliantly amazing!) and then i sat for a while just thinking, while brenda took a nap, then we went upstairs at like 6:45ish and she got in bed and fell asleep again, then i wrote like 10 pages of my book im writing (i write stories) and then ran out of paper in my room so i just grabbed All American Girl by Meg Cabot to read (at like 7:30 or 8 or something), i've already read 2 times, but its one of my favorite books, so i'm reading it for a 3rd time. pretty pimp!

so then i read like 101 pages and then at like 9:11 i woke her up and we went downstairs and ate dinner, i was so fricken hungry my stomach hurt SO bad. anyways though, then we ate :) and watched the show Fringe (while eating), and its a totally tight show, its kinda weird though too...

and LOL my tongue is still kinda cut up...

well later,
janelle

PISSED!

AHHG!! i'm just letting everything get to me today! im just so pissed! matt's not pissing me off, but at the same time he is! cuz like i haven't seen him in forever and hes sick and hes just acting weird!

then brenda got an iTouch and its pissing me off cuz she's kinda been a bitch since, and she's in the other room, but shes on it, so like i dont have to worry about her coming in here. and how has she been a bitch? well shes just been acting like shes all that, and she wont stop being on it, and like it can go on the internet and all that, so shes being like "OH IM SO COOL, YOUR SO JEALOUS!" and all that... you know? yeah....

and then i get really pissed off/annoyed when people spell things wrong like on purpose, like
i.e:
1. love spelt like luv
2. school spelt like skol
3. rock spelt like rawk
4. cool spelt like kool

and the list goes on!

gtg
janelle

TONGUE CUTS!?!?!?!

so on like Saturday brenda and me decided to read a lot and thats basically how i finished my book, Hunger by Michael Grant, but anyways, i ate sunflower seeds with shells basically the whole time we were reading which was like 2 or 3 and a half hours... or more, and then after i ate all those i ate salt and vinegar chips so my tongue is like murdered really really bad and its been like that since saturday and its been two days and usually my tongue heals within like a day, but it still is cut up bad and i can't eat anything really salty! I LOVE SALT! oh well.

Lol brenda was reading Beach Blondes by Katherine Applegate who is Michael Grant's wife... i find that kinda funny....

what gets you pissed off? here are like my top eleven pet peeves(not in order):

1. people that DON'T listen to you!
2. when your boyfriend isn't allowed to hang out ALL Christmas vaca
3. people that are too perverted
4. when people tell you to do something and you say just a sec and then they keep asking you to do it over... and over and over... and over... and over and over and over and over........ and OVER again....
5. when im reading a really great book and it has a HORRIBLE ending
6. when people think they're good at singing when really their tone deaf and they SUCK
7. preps
8. people that say "and then this one time... actually nevermind... i shouldnt tell you..." it PISSES me off!!!
9. teachers at school
10. people who diss on God!!!
11. people who like pretend do stuff that you know their tricking you about, but they won't fricken admit it

okay here's a video:


pretty hilarious!

ugh i have to get back to working on school work! blah!!! SCHOOL SUCKS! and winter vaca is over and matt got the flu and he's throwing up and i haven't got to see him for like 3 weeks or so!

BLAH!

later,
janelle

break from roommate....

well today i went to church with brenda and the whole fam, then brenda went to hang with her dad and older sis and younger bro and sis so i was at home all day with my mom, dad, sis, bro, and other bro... did i tell you? my older sis is home from college for christmas vaca? anyways, today has played out like this;

1. church at 10 am
2. got home from church at like 12:30 pm
3. brenda left at like 2 pm ish
4. i watched Julie&Julia
5. i was STARVING after that danged movie! (dont watch it if you dont wanna be hungry!) so we went to muchas gracias
6. i watched Just Like Heaven (LOVE THAT MOVIE!!! I've already seen it like 2 or 3 times!)
7. i played uno with my dad and youngest bro whos 6 and it basically failed
8. here i am now bored and blogging :) lol with a smile on my face

and basically i titled this entry "break from roommate...." because i haven't seen brenda since circa 2 pm and shes on her way back to my house now. (shes living with me if you didn't already know)

i had coffee then went to a park with spinny things now i feel sick even though i had the coffee at church and went on the spinny things with brenda before she left.... wow i just feel dizzy and sick and kinda like throwing up... its pretty awful... oh well.

wow my parents put in ANOTHER movie! i might go watch it, but i'll probably just end up reading my book.... i finished Hunger by Michael Grant, so now i'm reading Witches and Wizards by James Patterson...

I found out that matt is like 8 or so months younger than me! so hes still 13 till like august or something! i know its not that big of a leap, but still! I didnt know till like a while ago... wow. but i still LOVE him a LOT.

okay so i think your all updated now... so later

JANELLE

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Well today is the 2nd, but oh well... its the new year!!!

something awesome made out of this very day? look:

0102... its the day today right? well its also 2010 spelt backwards! oh yeah!

don't have much time... sorry!

janelle