Last Day Of April :D

It's the last day of April!!! YAY!!! :D

School is over in a month!!! YeeaaH BOii!!!! Soo eeXCiiTeeD!!!

Lol when I type like that it kinda looks like a secret message... LOL... Maybe there is... if there was it would be: YHSXCTD.... huh maybe, maybe not?

So, yesterday, you'd never guess who me and Brenda hung out with!! Any guesses? JASON! Lol, it was pretty fun... I think that when they hugged goodbye that he was gonna kiss her... but he didn't. Maybe he will today or tomorrow or whenever we see him next. Yeah... Lol, I'm usually going on about something that happened or just something random... what should I rant about?

Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr. That's the book I'm reading right now. I'm almost done with it... It's pretty good. I also recently finished Graceling by Kristin Cashore and I got Fire by Kristen Cashore from the library... and then I also read the second Percy Jackson book!!! OH YEAH!


This is funny... I got a few laughs from it...

Tootles,
Janelle

:) Spring Love

BRENDA AND JASON ARE GOING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Apparently Ericka is being kinda poopy about it though. Oh well. So it's pretty cool though. Y'know? Man, I just hope this doesn't go really bad. :|

So yesterday Jason was stalling and then he finally asked the question... can you guess what it was? Lol, "Wanna go out with me?"

MWAHAHAHAHAHA... I don't know why, but the idea of them going out entertains me. I just can't picture Jason going out with anyone and I can't picture Brenda going out with anyone. Lol, I can't picture them holding hands or kissing either. I mean they do hug I guess though.

Did I tell you? Alonzo has a new girl friend... I don't even know who it is though... whatever...

Then, Jamie and Jose are still going out... :P I like Jose and stuff, but Jamie... yeah, not so much anymore.

Hmmmmmmm...... yesterday... It was okay... we went to get my brothers then we went to my parent's coffee place, then we went to the park with Jason... then we went and ate dinner. Then we went to the park with Jason again... YEAH! That's pretty much my day.

It was really stupid though, because my dad was totally PISSING me off. He kept on yelling at me. I mean he recently quit smoking, and he loses his temper a lot anyways, I just hate it when he yells at me. I hate yelling. It makes me feel like breaking down crying. Yeah, it's that bad. It's sad because I cry about emotional pain more than physical pain. I can't remember the last time I hurt myself so bad I was crying, I can remember the last emotional time though.

Later fools,
Janelle

Apwil is awmost obvar! :)

April is over in like 2 and a half days!!! YEAH! I'm so excited for May!! School ends like June 2nd! YEAH! But I need to work really hard on math cuz math sucks monkey balls.

Um... random!! So yesterday, Brenda and I hung out with Jason... Oh boy. Uh yeah so that was really fun. Then last night he sent Brenda a message saying that he needed to ask her a question but that it could wait, and that he was going to bed. Yeah... you know how they both like each other? Huh uh huh. So yeah I'll have to find out what happens when she gets back from school.

I think I'm gonna read after I post this... I don't know... MAYBE!!! That was random...

Oh

yeah.

I'm totally gonna share with you a little poem I wrote earlier. You don't have to tell me how great it is, cuz I already know. :) LOL jk...

Here goes schnitzel!

Love Is Like A Drug
Love is like a drug
When you don't have it, you want it
When you do have it, you can't get enough
The results, well their not always clean
Although some people are happy as is without love
They still have people who love them
Love is like a drug
By Janelle Hern :)

Oh yeah!! Do you like it? It's totally a masterpiece. I'm just so proud of it!!

Later,
Janelle Hern

I Don't Know

Do you ever feel like you have no real friends? That your best friends with someone and then something happens and you feel like you don't know that person at all? Like they've changed even within minutes? I feel like that all the time. It seems like my only real friends that I actually know are Brenda and my family. I mean there's Angela who I've known since kindergarten, but over the past few years, she's changed, and I've changed. I just don't know anymore.

Especially since Brenda's moving in June. Then who will she turn into? I won't know her. She's a lot different around Ericka. I don't know if I like Ericka or not. She's kinda... idk. And Jason, I just don't know. He's cool, but I just am so quiet around him cuz I don't know him that well at all. The only way I feel really comfortable around someone is if I spend a LOT of alone time with them. So not happening.

BLAH. I really hate how I'm shy. I used to not really be picky about people being my friend. I'm still not, I just don't like having Brenda's best friends be my friends. Weird. If we both don't know the person then okay.

At a summer camp we went to last summer, the one that James went to, all the people there, especially from the other church from a diff. state, I was so comfortable around because Brenda didn't know them. Usually if my friends don't know people that I'm meeting, then it's better. I think that it's because my friends have experience with their friends and so it's different, because their always talking about things they've done, but I like to include everyone because, well I hate being left out, and ha I'm ALWAYS being left out. It's just great isn't it?

So enough whining and ranting, yesterday was okay. Not great, but not bad. I guess. Brenda and Ericka came back from school to my house together. Then we met up with Jason at the library and did homework. Yeah... I only got a weensy bit done. :P Then we came back home and did more homework. I finished it all. And then we went to bed. Super eventful. :P

Hmmmm, so, what to talk about now? I think I'll make a news post. I haven't done that in a while. What should it be about, though? HMMMM.... I think.... atheism. Stupid atheists. Don't they know they're going to hell? :P


I like this song a lot. It's pretty awesome.

Okaay then.
Janelle

Emo Day!!!

Lol, so I'm wearing black pants, and gray and black tank top with a red undershirt, so its emo day for me. I even have a black and red sweatshirt from volcom!! OMG!

So on Friday, Ericka spent the night. It was pretty fun.

On Saturday, we hung out with Jason, then Ericka had to go home. Omg, when we were at the park, we were going into a woody place and some guy was, well its kinda a long story but these three kids, 2 guys and a chick, were playing army and so we were kinda making fun of them and so the older guy was like "SUCK A FAT ONE!" and so Brenda, me, and Ericka went into the woods where they were and we were like, "okay, where's the fat one?" and so the younger guy pulls down his pants and says, "RIGHT HERE!" EWWWWWWWWWWWW!! I didn't need to see that. I diddn't really get a good look, so I couldn't really see that much, but gross.

Then on Sunday, yesterday, it was my mom's birthday and we went to church, then to my parents coffee place and to get my little brother from his bff's birthday party. Then we went to the park and Jason came and hung out with us for like 15 minutes. Then my parents and Ryan went to see Kick-Ass for my mom's bday, and me and Brenda had to babysit. We took my little bros to the park and hung out with Alejandro there for a while, then we came back and made my mom cupcakes and frosting and then we sung to her when she walked through the door.

It was pretty fun.

Brenda likes Jason, and Jason likes her. :) I don't know if their gonna go out at all, but yeah... lol on Saturday night, right after I turned the light out, Brenda said in her sleep, "Just me and you Jason, I want it to be just me and you alone." She repeated it like 2 or 3 times. It was hilarious. :D


AWESOME SONG!!!

So, that's about it...
Janelle

Hey.

Hey peoples. So I've been kinda busy lately. Lol. What's up? Not much? Awesome sauce. It's funny. When I don't post for a while all this exciting stuff happens, but then when I'm ready to type about my day, nothing type worthy happens. Lame sauce.

So, I've hung with Jason, (whom as I've already said, I definitely DON'T like him anymore.) Ericka, and Brenda at a park a few times, it was fun both times, and we're probably gonna hang with them again today.

On Tuesday Brenda, Wyatt, Georgia, Almond, and Hanna (yeah she spells her name like that, and yes its weird...), and my reading/history/writing tutor and Wyatt's mom, and I went to an art museum for the day. It was pretty pimp. I love looking at art. It's just so... COOL. There's all these hidden things in the still lifes. It was awesome.

Yesterday was one of the days we went to the park with Jason and Ericka. It was really short though, only for an hour.

I've decided that Angela is not one of my best friends. She might be one next year, but not now. I doubt she considers me as a best friend, and she isn't one of my best friends. Just a friend. It's just not the same as it used to be...

Jamie is no longer one of my best friends either, nor Jose. I never see them anymore. Jamie isn't allowed to go to the park because "there's too many guys there". As if. But seriously, she wants to be a rebel, but her parents are too strict and she's afraid of breaking the rules... and the dark. So, what does she resort to? Throwing used condoms at little girls and laughing in their faces and then Jose has to walk the girl, Jenny, home because she's his best friends little sister. Yeah, nice Jamie. Your such a great person. :P You've turned into exactly what you said you would never be. A bitch. A twisted bitch. Although I still wanna be her friend. There's too many memories. Too many good times together. I just wish it could be the same as it used to be. :'(

Oh well. People change. Not always for the best. Things happen that you can't change.

Oh yeah, happy earth day!

Later,
Janelle

:):):):) SMILE JESUS LOVES YOU! :):):):)

:) Hey, so just checking in and whatever... how you guys going? Not much has happened. It's been pretty boring lately...

Later,
janelle

Homework. Sucks.

So I have so much homework this week. I procrastinate way too much. I have one day to complete all my reading/writing/history homework, and two days to complete my math homework. I always wait for the last day... its so stupid!! I just don't know how to motivate myself and I always forget I have homework till the last day. STUPID!

Are there ways you motivate yourself? Is there some secret I'm missing out on? Please fill me in!

Hmm, so we got the gerbils. THEY'RE AWESOME! Mine is Pistachio and Jimmy's is Curious. SO cute.

Um other than that, not much has happened. I don't like Jason anymore. I don't like anyone. YAY! Not... well its kinda a good thing, but it more isn't....

Well Later,
janelle

Petstore Magic

So I took my little brothers to the petstore today... we aren't allowed to get animals out anymore without asking... :( its kinda a long story...

So Jimmy, my 9 yr. old bro took out a teddy bear hamster and it peed on him and was squeaking it was so scared. Then it all of a sudden jumps out of Jimmy's hands!! So he went and got a worker and she was like

"No more holding animals without help from here on out, k?"

It was FRUSTRATING. But, we might get two gerbils who we named Curious and Pistachio. Curious was black and Pistachio was Pistashio shell colored. They were SO cute.

Other than that, yesterday, Brenda and I made a potato salad. It was SO good.

Anyways, my 6 yr. old bro will NOT leave me alone and Brenda will be here soon...

Later,
Janelle

Splitting Headache

OUCH!

So, today hasn't really been going that good. So yesterday, my math lesson for today got canceled, so i was really excited, then my mom woke me up and told me that it was a mix up and it wasn't actually canceled!!! WTF?!?!?!?!

BLECH!

Plus, all day I've had a splitting headache and I haven't been able to concentrate at all, plus the math lesson was in my mom's coffee place, so it was really loud. I would take Ibuprofen, but I really don't want to. But I might. Idk...

It really hurts.

OMG! The REALLY cute white hamster got sold!! :'(


Good song.

WAHHHH!!!!
Janelle

Let's Get Married!!

YO!!! That is a GOOD song!! LOL I LOVE IT!!! So, WHAT UP?!

Okay... random... so I haven't posted on the NEWS blog recently, cuz there hasn't been anything really to post about. Though today, I might write about anxiety.

Okay, so I never hold grudges, but Jamie just knows how to get to me!! UGH! First, she says I have no curves, when really, I have an hourglass figure. I just happened to be wearing a loose shirt, so you couldn't tell. This was when I first met her though, then recently, she says she thinks I can't fight. BULLSHIT. Just because I didn't hold her back at all when she was trying to go to Iago does NOT mean that I can't fight. I just think people should make their own mistakes.

I don't know why I'm mad at her for these things. It just PISSES me off. I could take her down easily. I have an older bro I used to fight with all the time. She's a skinny twig. I could break her easily. UGH! STUPID. And then, I'm mad at myself for holding a strong grudge. BLECH! DX

Enough of that, though...

Easter was good! It was fun. There was no school yesterday, because of Easter Monday, but I don't have any classes on Monday anyways, so whateva.

Yesterday, Brenda and I hung out with Jason. It was fun. we went to the pet store and all that. There was this really cute Russian Dwarf hamster. SOO CUTE!!! He was white with black eyes. He was SO cute. :)

And... I... still... kinda... possibly... like... Jason.....................

AHHHHH!!!!

Why do I have trouble saying that? IDK!

Well, I kinda feel uncomfortable...

So, I think that I will go...

But at the same time...

BYE!!!
JANELLE

Happy Easter

Hey ya'll! Happy Easter!!! Don't got much time and posting from e-mail!!

So, Easter has been good. About to do Easter Egg hunt!!!

LATER!!!
Janelle

No School Today!

We have a 4 day weekend!! YEAH BABii!!! iiM Soo eeXCiiTeeD!! ooH YeeaaHH!!! GaaNGSTeeR TaaLK!!! uuH HuuH!

Okay, I'm done with that.... wow. So yesterday, Brenda, Billy (my 6 yr. old bro), and me hung out with Jason!! YEAH! Lol it was really fun. Although Brenda didn't say much... she was kinda distant... Oh well, it was still pretty fun!!!

Okay, I confess... maybe... I.... kinda... like.... ?.... I... just... can't... tell... you... it's.... awkward.... um... well... I... kinda... maybe... possibly... a... little... bit... maybe.... like... um................. um............... uh................. Jason..............

I'm stupid. Brenda used to like him... So did Ericka.... And who knows? maybe Brenda still likes him....

UGH!!!!

So

I

guess

I'll

go

now

in

shame...

Maybe...

I

don't

know....

Oh

heck

I

guess

I

will...

I have to do laundry anyways...

LATER......
Janelle

Characters Of My Life!

Main Characters:

• Brenda--the best friend (whom I live with...)
  
• Angela--the other best friend (I see her like everyday, but we don't hang out for too long usually.)
• Jamie--the other best friend (I don't hang out with her much anymore because she has to stay inside her house all the time, but I still see her everyday
• Ryan--the older brother
• Jose--one of the best friends and boyfriend of Jamie
• Jimmy--the 9 yr. old bro
• Billy--the 6 yr. old bro
• Alejandro--one of the best friends :) lol he's awesome... haven't seen him in a while though...
• Tiger--the cat :)
  
• Georgia--the friend
• Angel--one of the best friends
• Jason--one of my friends
• My mom--no explanation needed
• My dad--ditto
  

Guest Stars:

• Juanito--Jose's friend
• Brandon--my arch nemesis :D
• Alonzo--the ex boyfriend who occasionally comes into the show
• Matt--the ex friend and boyfriend, but he was my friend before being my boyfriend, and he was my friend after we broke up
• Ashley--Alonzo's ex (oh yeah I forgot... she dumped him) (MWAHAHAHA loser...)
• Zach--Ryan's bestfriend
• Autumn--Ryan's true love :) and first kiss
• Itchy a.k.a Kasey--the creepy kid who itches his balls
• Johnny--the ex friend (kinda), Brenda's ex boyfriend
• Juanita--the friend who I don't see that often
• Hannah--the older sister graduating from college this year
• Sandy--Brenda's friend, I've only hung out with her 3 times
• Ericka--One of Brenda's best friends, I hang out with her from time to time
• James--the first love/first boyfriend/only true love/the best guyfriend/long distance
• Alin--the mom's friend... she's AMAZING
• Adrianna--Matt's "girlfriend" (ha she never even went out with him, he made that up)
• Curtis--the little kid who kicked Jose in the balls once XD
• Corbin--creeper that Jamie used to like
• Jeremy--the guy I was hot for for SO long
• Iago--Jamie's ex boyfriend... HAHAHAHAHAHA
• Jeremiah--Iago's best friend
• Crystal--Jamie's best friend and my friend, haven't seen her in a while though
• Amanda--Jamie's bitch cousin
• Josh--the guy who is gonna go to Clementia next year, who went to public school this year
• Xavier--Iago's friend
• Ryan--a kid in my class at Clementia
• Blaine--my brother's oldest friend (time they've known eachother wise) he's tight
• Tristan--creeper in my neighborhood
• Kevin--I kinda had a crush on him a while back... lol he penetrated me... (with his finger)... long story
• Courtney--I hung out with her once... Jamie's friend
  

These are just people I've mentioned in my blog... believe me there are more!

April Fools Day!!

OH YEAH! LOL.

April Fools is fun. In 6th grade, one of the boys in my class switched the classical music CD with a death metal CD. It was pretty funny. My teacher even let us listen to part of a song. Heavenly. I just love death metal. APRIL FOOLS! Hahahahaha... death metal is okay though. I just don't love it or listen to it that often.

Wow, okay so Fang the book sucked. APRIL FOOLS! Wow, okay I won't do it anymore... HAHAHAHAHAHA. I feel like such a retard. Lol.

So on my reporter blog, I wrote about April Fools and TV shows and how my life reminds me of a TV show. Wanna know all the characters? I didn't put them on the reporter blog because I didn't wanna bore you there, but I can bore you here!!! MWAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA. Okay so I'm gonna put a list on a post above this one ^^^^ way up there!!!

LATER!!
janelle