Thursday, November 19, 2009

blahhhhh im so confuzzled....

okay, so you wanna know something that sucks major donkey balls? its a long story, so buckle up! remember click it or ticket!

so my bf alonzo was like so in love with me for like a few months before we actually got together and then bam we do. well we used to talk on the phone like from 9 to 1 am. or until he or me fell asleep. then we got together, and we only talk for like a half hour or and hour. and then theres this one chick who apparently he asked out, and he "doesn't remember" asking her out, but we were talking on the phone last night when he was getting a call from her, so he answered it and told me hed call me later.

then that same (this was all last night) night he came over and we made out for like 20 minutes (he even got a boner). so he got a call from someone while we were kissing and was like "hello" (and the chick on the other line was like "hey whats up" and he was like "well im kinda busy right now, i'll call you back later" and so she was like "k bye" then when he hung up i was like "who was that?" and so he said "the girl that i told you about that says me and her are going out" so then we went back to making out.

then he kept getting texts from his cousin but he texted while making out with me... (kinda weird i know) then i had to go, but he was like come on one mmore, and that went on for like probably 2 minutes of the 20 minutes, then i had to sneak inside because my dad had gotten home like right when that i have to go then us kissing again thing. (i sneak out to make out with him)

okay so basically what sucks most about that whole scenerio is that last night before we made out liike before i talked to him on the phone (like say i called him at 7:40) he was talking to his friend matt (who is also my friend) and he told matt that he was thinking of breaking up with me.
and they were probably talking about that at like 6:30. then at like 10:00 my friend brenda called me to tell me that matt told her that alonzo was thinking of breaking up with me. and im pretty sure that if he does then hes gonna go out with the chick that supposedly is going out with him now and you wanna know her name? ashleyy.

she actually seems pretty nice though, but idk. i really dont wanna have him end up leaving me for her though... i really like him. but i guess if it makes him happy it makes me happy.... ya know? i mean i would rather him break my heart then me break his. and i already broke his heart... it killed me. so yeah. whatever. im gonna talk to him today and i'll get back to you on what happens....


well that was my sob story of the day... hope you buckled up pretty damn tight.

well im signing off for now. ttyl

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