FRUSTRATED!! i dont know whats wrong with me! i just dont feel right... im in my bed right now listening to music and on here talking to you and texting brenda who is in school right now! but i just feel so confused right now, and i think everything is just all the sudden crushing down on me. i feel kinda depressed. i just idk... i really dont know what to do right now. this is what i feel; confused, and i like matt a lot, but i just wanna hang out with him... i havent really been able to hang out with him since weve been going out. but christmas break is on the 18th in 2 and 1/2 days so hopefully that will change, and i just i dont even really fricken know why im frustrated!!! I JUST AM!!! i just need someone to talk about all my problems with, but i just dont! cuz if i told brenda, id have to show her this blog, which i dont really feel like doing.... yet... idk though i really just dont know... ugh im just so frustrated and confused....... also school is just really stupid and my mom keeps threatening that ill have to do 8th grade over again.... i just feel like crying... so lame. i never well hardly ever cry... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i just really dont know what to do right now... i really dont..... ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh well imma go take a shower and get myself all cleaned up... i really dont feel myself... im sooooooo confused..... ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh, wwell later...
janelle :'(
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