Idk why i titled it that so please DO NOT ASK! lol okay so i'm pretty bored right now... i have like nothing to do... well actually i do but i dont want to do anything that i can do cuz it sounds kinda boring... though i could write more of the story im writing! yeah i think i'll do that...
i dont really have that much to update about...
but i did wake up at like 12 pm... hehe...
my eyes hurt
my tongue is still kinda cut up....
i STILL haven't heard from matt who just had to be a gaywad and get sick on like friday during christmas vaca, and i kinda have a feeling that he didnt get sick and that he just wants an excuse not to see me... seriously! its GAY! i kinda think i might just break up with him! D: but that would be totally sad and i really love him... idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk plus i had this dream last night about my ex named james, and the only reason we broke up was because long distance since he lives in another state plus its 4 or 5 hours away... ugh... i find my self kinda liking james again, but i love matt, not james, i just have to get my head straight, and MATT NEEDS TO BE ABLE TO FRICKEN HANG OUT!!!!!! sorry for over doing it... its just so shitty and GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no offense to gay people cuz i totally love gay people and have no problem with their choices... except that i find it kinda icky....
um later,
JANELLE
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